SCREWEDHEART

expect less.

2011-09-06T21:50:00.001+08:00

okie hi readers! It has been a rly long time since i last updated my blog. Hehehe. I feel lazy. Hahaha. How have i been? Fine. Hehehe. I feel rly stress because my exams are around the corner! 29september will be the paper i fear most, English paper, I rly hope i will successfully promote. So for now, i should push my troubles & problems aside, & rly focus on my studies! I ought to prepare myself for the worst earlier. okie, I can barely enjoy my september holidays actually, just 1 short week, how the hell am i suppose to catch up with my work. I have a pile of holiday homework to be done! Goddamn.hehee. i'll be tonning tmrw night just to complete my homework & catch up with the topics that im unsure of & also revise on my history etc. Its gna be a super long day tmrw! Gna get my shoes & maybe look for dex & co.@ ryan's chalet, start work in the night! Alright, best of luck to those taking their n's!! keke! My phone needs to be hospitalized IN A MENTAL HOSPITAL. The functions always go haywire. omggg.
okay! Bye for now!! :D

2011-07-13T21:09:00.002+08:00

Neglected my blog, sorry readers! Kay just a short update on recently what ive been doing, upcoming events etc. Recently so many test,Just finish maths & English test just few days ago, sparcle night is coming this friday. okay, realise no matter how much i sleep, I'm always feeling tired. It sucks. My tortise died just 2days ago, I'm still thinking bout it. Hope that it'll rest in peace :) I still gotta do remedial's summary. urgh, srsly tired, don't have the mood to do leh. Just bs & audi, as usual. okay, watching anime. Made pancake & brownies today, the brownies were awesome but not the pancake, it was kinda tasteless. LOL. Not my fail cooking but the fail recipe. hahaha. okay, i shall end my post here. Bye all, do leave some tags/comments. appreciate em alot :] ciaos!:D

What we gonna be.

2011-07-03T00:24:00.004+08:00

Heyyy:D I've lost weight, but i didn't grow in terms of height AT ALL. Shag. I guess i'm not growing cuz i've been sleeping pretty late recently. okay, so yeah, gonna turn in early frm tdy onwards! Okie, spend half my day @ ccab. Hot max. But there were so many activities gng on!! :D Had lunch over @ Mr. Prata. Met up with bro,mark, heidi, baoyu & bus to amk to meet others! The bus trip was friggin long! okay, saw evelyn & anna over there :D Headed home around 2pm, can't take it, the scorching sun is burning. Anna stayed, heidi & baoyu went home while evelyn accompanied me atw till 6 till julia came although she ton the previous day! Bet she's rly exhausted! Thanks evelyn!! :D We chatted alot, we shared alot :) Had fries omg so fattening, furthermore i ate alot kay. hahah. I didn't wanted to waste food! Haha!! arnd 7, took 169 frm amk atw to yishun with julia while evelyn went to her couz house nearby! The bus trip was along super long! I couldn't take it, my eyelids were bout to close!! So i fell asleep in the bus!! 50mins trip! Had dinner @ grandmother's place & aft that watched " chicken little" & off home :D Hehe. Alot of homework this weekend! Might be meeting up haz, timothy & co. to get things done so that we can enjoy youth day on monday! Hahaha. okayokay, byebye for now!!:D

Just a dream.

2011-06-26T00:34:00.005+08:00

heeyyyy:D
Thanks heidi for helping me with my bio work :D Hahaha. Finally can worry less bout that work. Hahaha. Okie,accompanied her to get her itouch repaired today @ tamp :) Julia came meeting me aft that, took 39 atw, heidi alighted & went home, While julia & me headed to grandmother's place :D As usual there was a variety of nice food there for dinner :D keke. watching anime now :D End here, Byebye!:D

So turn off when i see you.

2011-06-22T22:58:00.002+08:00

Hello :D met up with teammates @ cp tdy, then off to potong pasir, the train was friggin crowded. Hahaha. But it was fun :D As soon as we alighted, we headed to the mac located near potong pasir cc. hhahaha. Chatted for like 10mins? haaha. Then gave coach a call, he say he waiting for us already, so we left mac & meet him. He then lead us to cedar girls sec. we walk thro many bungalows, it was super tiring!! Long walk kayyy ._. There was no bus provided :( We had fun during the matches although we lost. Hahaha. After our match, we went to nex tgt with coach to have our lunch. ohmygod, the food @ the food court is so expensive!! Hahahah. Econ sell things like so much cheaper :D Hahaha. okayokay, tmrw last training, & wait till school reopen, it'll be our very first match of northzone. Rly hope to go in to the finals, Just gotta work hard for this last time!!:D Hahaha,okie,end my post here!! Byebye:D

Limited time,

2011-06-20T23:54:00.004+08:00

Hey!!!!!:D Nothing much, training as usual! Headed off to paya lebar methodist girls secondary school today aft training for match. Hahaha. Won :D Hahaha. I had alot of fun. hahahaha. Esp the part where I & heidi make fun bout animals and ourselves hahaha. My bottle cap thingy fell into the bush, but thanks to rebecca, i could get it back:D Hehehe. okay, otw home was fun too. hahaha. Meeting heidi & karyn tmrw to study & start on our holiday homework, so last minute. Hahaha. Wednesday, we'll have to head to potong pasir ourselves to meet coach & then after head to cedar girls sec sch for a match too :) Will be meeting teammates @ sk in the early morning!!! I bet it'll be fun hahaha. alright, shall end my post here, byebye:D

Sometimes I dontknow who turn to when I feel like I need to talk to someone.

2011-06-19T02:08:00.002+08:00

Helloooooooo:D

Met up with karyn today, headed to downtown. Didn't expect that we couldn't get our clothes thr:( So didn't buy em. Mac for lunch, & off to whitesands to check if we could get what we wanted thr. Still...no. So in the end, karyn went off early becuz she had other stuffs to do. While i waited for julia, waited for bus 89 frm whitesands to downtown, it took a damn long time kay. Finally bus came, guess what? The bus driver told on the passengers who were waiting for bus 89 to not board the bus & told all the passengers in the bus to alight. I had no clue what was happening. Then Julia tweeted me, told me that another bus 89 broke down @ highway? Wtf is wrong with all the bus 89 today?! Hmm, waited for julia pretty long @ downtown bus stop, i was eating my phone battery as i play games to kill time. Hahaha. Finally julia got here, there's this meet & greet session @ downtown with elson soh. Not rly famous i guess? But the company ppl gave me this flyer & said that i must cut the voucher out & go to their office @ aljunied to claim this free ticket to elson soh's concert. I was like, HUH. Then i started pondering whether to go ornot. Hahaha. Went to orchard & YES. Got my clothes :D Hhahaha.My money keep fly non stop. I must cut down my money on food like srsly. Hahahaha. okay, Had alot of fruits tdy @ grandmother's place , had alot of fun with julia @ thr too :D Hahhaha. Ice age, stay home saturday movie was awesome. Hahah. So much humour. Haha. Okay, im watching anime now & also doing my homework. Last minute homework, they rly suck big time. Okay, i shall do it tmrw since its a free day for me!! Keke. Ciaos!!!:D

Best of the best.

2011-06-17T00:23:00.006+08:00

Hellooooo :D Awesome day with karyn & peishan tdy :D We went shopping @ many places. @ first downtown, wanted to get our bags. But the shop wasn't open yet. So we headed to whitesands & train to somerset. Went to cineleisure, Hahaha. I think its my first time? Haha. sooooo amaze by the things sold there, but they surely cost a bomb. okay, off to scape. Had my lunch thr, I had MAC. wooooooooooooooooooo:D went to fareast after my meal. Got a top :D Karyn got smth sweeet too :) Peishan didn't bought anyt. tdy :( She went off so early!! Hahaha. After shopping @ fareast, we all headed to plaza sing. while peishan went off cuz she had to go to the doctor to check her injury & i hope she'll recover realllllllll sooon!!:D Got my bottle & off to bugis! Hahahaha, happen to saw annabella shopping @ bugis street too. Coincidence. Haha. Its been a long time since i last met up with her! Hahaha.Finally, finish shopping, got some nice clothes of course! hahaha. I don't like gng home empty handed! Hahah. I spent like $50 tdy, hahah. Cuz all the clothes i bought were pretty cheap. Hahaha. finally done with shopping, back to pasir ris. Had my dinner with karyn, once again, GOOD FOOD. Hahaha. I'm always having good food during meals when im out with karyn, hehe. Off home, i fell asleep while watching my anime. Haahaha. kay, four way match tmrw!! I heard that there's no lunch ? Furthermore, there's no replacement for me, thats worse!! Kao. okie, im gng to bed already, goodnight!!:D byebye!!:D
I want things to be the way like it was in my dream.

I can't stand you.

2011-06-15T21:45:00.003+08:00

Hi all :D Match agnst peicai sec tdy! Uncle had difficulty finding the school but @ last we still got to our destination. Worse, we got thr when i was just about to fall asleep, cuz i thought the bus uncle would take a longer time to find his way. Hhahaha. But i was wrong. Hahaha. we won peicai:D Was fun :) Headed to training after lunch with team mates, so awesome. hahaha. Training was quite slacking cuz coach tdy didn't give me alot of work to do. He expected less cuz im injured! Hahaha. Shopping tmrw with karyn & peishan @ town area. Hehehe. okay, shall go watch anime already, byebye!!! :D

Can't afford to lose? Thats bad.

F-U-N.

2011-06-14T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hi readers, hve not been updating blogger. Hahhaha, Yessss cuz im lazy, & im always tired. Hahaha. Lack of sleep :/ Celebrated hx birthday ystd!! It was a successful surprise!!:D HappyBirthday hw for today!! Went to wild wild wet today with karyn,heidi,jessie, adeline,peishan & caryl!! hehe. So fun :D It was my first attempt on the slide up. Go on this like 4 times, all with karyn :D Thanks karyn for holding me @ the tsunami cuz i was too short to go atw to 1.8m. Hahaha. I Had really alot of fun :D I like the confession talk we had between ourselves. I like it so much even though it was only the three of us, Me, adeline & peishan. I love h2h talks. Theyre so awesome. Im having intensive volleyball training this june holiday. Guess today is the best day of my holiday.♥ Hahaha. okay meet up with karyn, heidi & caryl this morning @ wp & went to downtown afterwards.meet up with peishan & then adeline :) Had breakfast tgt @ mac. Yummy :D Hehe. Was so excited kay!! Bought our admission tickets & went into www!!:D It was so damn fun!!!!!!! Hahahaaha. Played shiok river the most cuz thats the most relaxing one. Hahaha. Tsunami was fun but karyn was doing all the work cuz she was the only one who could grab all of us without a float hahaha. Played frm 11.30 atw till 7!! All of us except peishan had sunburn!! Hahaha!! We all made new friends with the lifeguards thr & ofcuz other strangers too. Hahaha. A pity we all couldn't see the ularlah tgt. cuz there were 7 of us, but they only allow 6 for each float. Hahaha. My throat hurts alot now cuz i scream alot @ the slide up. I also injured myself on my knee on the god-damn rough floor @ shiok river :[ Its a few cuts only, but its rly painful. Peishan also suffered many cuts. Takecare!! Hope her wounds will heal soon!! & Ofcuz pray for mine too :)
If its not your problem, then stay the hell out of this.
People who loves h2h talks are those who has alot alot of problems. But they kept it to themselves all this time. As time goes by, things change. Not a lil, but it changes drastically. Sometimes when people treat you too good, you tend to rely on them too much, till you rly can't imagine how sucky life would be without em.

Yawns, Im tired. Hahaha. Rly exhausted!! Goodnight for now! Byebye!!:D

Sometimes, when a person means that much to you, not even the truth can change your mind about anything.

2011-06-08T00:37:00.006+08:00

Hello all :D Have not been posting recently :) Hahaha. cuz my trainings make me feel so tired :/ Haha. okay, its a free day tdy :D So we planned a birthday surprise for Hongwei :) Success!!!!!!!!!:DD Hahaha, @ least we can all celebrate his birthday tgt bfr he leaves for overseas!! Hahaha. okayokay, uploading the pixsss nao on fb:] The cake wasn't nice ._. So regret. Hahaha. Met heidi & baoyu first, then off to meet pingying,sam & ny :] took many pictures, Hahhaha. Had a hard time gng to RM to meet em. When we want a bus, the bus not here, cab so many, then when we were looking for a cab, no cabs wanna come. In the end,bus came, uncle say bus never go RM. Wth. Finally got a cab, uncle dontknow how to go to our destination. Hahaha. Went to RM aft celebrating@ bbc for dinner ,but it was too late fr dinner, so i skipped it ;)Intensive training AGN tmrw, frm 9am-4pm including breaks :] kkay, shall end my post here:) Bye all :D Photos will be uploaded tmrw!

#Beginning.

Back then.

2011-06-04T01:45:00.002+08:00

Annyeong!:D Good day tdy:D I finally bought myself an iphone, muhahahah. Went to school with baoyu & nicolette dad :D Nicolette left fr korea tdy :( Miss her so much, & hope she'll get me smth nice when she returns :DD Hahaha. Rotted @ home with my computer during the whole afternoon :D Hahaha. Kay, my ex phone's LCD totally crashed. Blackout already but still can be used. Hhahaha. But the screen is spoil, so i can only use it as a mp3 player i guess! Hahahaha. Chionging the episodes of bleach cuz ive not been watching em fr quite some time already, lack behind. Hahaha. Shopping tmrw with julia :D Ah, so miss the times, finally we can go out shopping agn!! :D Alright, gna watch finish an episode bfr i head to bed & start installing stuffs into my iphone tmrw!! MBLAQ came to SG tdy :D Hahaha,but i didn't went to airport to see them. Hahaha, cuz im sure it'll be extremely crowded. Match agnst presbyterian high this coming sunday @ shuqun sec!! Everyone lost their skills, so it'll be very hard fr us to perform well on that day._. Luckily its VAS, & not north zone. Hhahaha. okie, Shall end my post here, byebye!!:D

When people say "i understand how you feel", I would wanna give them a tap on the shoulder & tell them, you will never know how i feel. People faces similar situations, However, they don't feel the same thing actually. Some feel pain, some feel sad, some feel angry, some happy & some feels as usual as if nothing had tooked place. Just wish someone was there to hug you & tell you everything's gna be okay, & gives a sweet smile.
#Lovely.

A wasted conversation.

2011-05-30T21:25:00.006+08:00

Hello everybody!!:D

Woke up real early tdy, 5.30am though i don't have school. I had a job to do, hahah. I had to pass chinese dictionary to choco. Hahaha. Thanks choco!! :D Met up with nicolette @bout 6am then we went to have breakfast tgt! A heavy one :( Heidi came to join us awhile while waiting fr dexter, she went to st john island tdy :) Hope she takes care f herself, misses :] After that i couldn't sleep, i got home arnd 7am, then i play some iphone games thought of sleeping but i didn't in the end. As soon as mummy left the house, i switch on my computer & started watching anime & played bs till baoyu came to my house :) I went to prepare, then we watch Justin bieber movie tgt!!:D Then headed to giant fr some shopping with baoyu & nicolette, bought my stuffs headed to ikea fr lunch & some shopping too :D Hahaha. then headed home, bsed!!:D I gotta enjoy everything in my house tdy, bfr i head to the island tmrw!! It'll be a 1 day stayover, but still, i'll miss everyone :D Will be back on the 1 june!! I shall go bs nao :) Kkay, byebye!!:D

Stuck in the moment.

2011-05-29T02:09:00.004+08:00

Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!:D

After editing my links, realise many people have not been blogging already. Some delete their blogs :/ How come. okay, i slept late last night, & woke up early tdy fr the school's mtps with mummy. okay, everything ended including the talk just within 45mins?!!! When i got home, i immediately went to went an episode of anime & then headed to bed, slept till 5pm. God-damn, So long. Woke up, got on fb & twitter fr 30mins then off to yishun. Kay, sadly tdy julia couldn't make it, I hope her efforts won't fly, & rly hope that she can pass her o level mother tongue paper, all the best fr her paper on monday! As well as Connie & Emmeline & ofcos other seniors:D
kay, gta go shop fr my camp stuffs tmrw & monday!!!:/ SIANZ. okay, byebye!! :D

Some girls act like bitches so they won't get hurt. Some girls are bitches because they got hurt.

My fantasy.

2011-05-28T00:43:00.006+08:00

Hello!!!:DD Holidays are finally here AGN :) Training schedules are so tight._. Meet the parents session tmrw, Boringz. Tdy's the last day of school, but i'll still be heading bck to sch real often fr trainings & remedials. Hahaha. Its btr this way, so i won't miss my classmates & teammates that much, cuz i get to see them :D Hahaha. kay, I spent my day tdy watching anime & bs. Some people can't afford to lose therefore boot, i rather them quit bs leh :/ My camp's appraoching in like 4days time, I feel that my injury's a burden._. Hope it'll recover when camp comes!!
kay, anyw!! Thanks Julia & baoyuu fr the post dedication! Muchlove, ♥♥

Keep your anger, have an ice cream!

Birthday Girl.

2011-05-26T00:50:00.004+08:00

Hello!!! Birthday is over :( Yesss, pretty short. Didn't rly celebrated much bt rly happy to receive presents, thanks :DDD Thanks fr the wishes too :D A big thank you to my class fr the repeated birthday songs.Mr liew, one of the facilitator also wished me!!:D Hahaha. He's extremely funny:DD I love tdy's NE Learning journey :DD Hahaha. Esp. the army museum & the SDC airplane game, shivani, beatrice, bao e & me play the airplane game , & we talk thro the headsets. Hahaha. We shoot the targets, kill the enemies, damn fun!!! I love the shooting too :D We all got a chance to play with the guns thr :D Sniper was easy :D Hahaha. I had a fall tdy,kay. Eff that man, Hahaha. Mentioning him makes me feel the volcano in me is about to erupt!! Hahaha. Have lots & lots of things to do bfr i head to bed. Thanks heidi & baoyu fr the morning surprise the boards & everything!!! :DD Couldn't describe how happy i felt kay!:D Thanks fishy who bought me a pikachu!!! HAHAHA!! Ive been looking fr it fr months already!!:D Thanks brother fr the JB dvd too!!:DDD Ofcos, Others presents are loved too! okie, feeling tired, as soon as i get things done, im gna head to bed! Byebye!!

#.He doesn't knows anything, doesn't means that he doesn't appreciate your efforts.

My birthday starts nao, Lets part

2011-05-24T23:51:00.003+08:00

YAY!!! HappyBirthday to myself:D
HappyBirthday to Shermaine yme too!!! :D
Thanks Heidi, WJ,JA,JT,Melric,choco fr the birthday surprise okie :] Rly a big thank you.
This was what happened:
I was watching my anime halfway , out of a sudden heidi called me & asked me if i coul go down, cuz she wanted to pass me smth. Bro tagged along with me cuz i thought aft she pass me thing i can follow bro go get his things. When i got down, there was this enormous stitch sitting on the void deck table & this yummy chocolate cake just right infront of me & of cos them :D Sing a birthday song, cut cake, eat :D Hahaha. Yeahh, rly touched rly happy :D One of the best surprises i ever got in my life i guess :D thanks so much fr the present, fr the time, fr the cake & everything!!:D :] Okay gna spent most of my birthday time with my classmates i guess, cuz the learning journey starts @ 8? atw till 5pm. Hahaha, a rly long trip!! Thanks Melvin grandson fr the nice birthday song :D Thanks everyone who had wished me an advance ones, not forgetting my sisters who had always been thr fr me:D
Highlighted: Julia,Baoyu, Heidi, Nicolette, Bao E, shivani,yizhenm sharmaine, hazwani & ofcos the rest sisters in my class okie :D
Bye!!:D

Party rock.

2011-05-24T22:59:00.003+08:00

Hey all, my birthday is just tmrw!! :D Hahaha. Just a few minutes bfr my birthday gna post bout whatever happened tdy :D So enjoyable. Had sexuality talk atw frm 9-2pm, atw @ multiplex with exp. & na stream girls :D Haha. Watched shrek movie aft recess :D Very shiok :D Hahaha.Had even more fun when the session ended, there was alot of chasing between me & sisters. Hahaha. I feel rly happy tdy even though my birthday has not appraoched! :D Having NE learning journey tmrw, am very very excited furthermore its my birthday :D Hahaha.okay, counting down :D thanks to everyone who had wished me an advance birthday wish :D Appreciated alot :D 15 more mins!! :D HappyGirl.

#. Don't leave.

Persistent.

2011-05-23T00:11:00.003+08:00

I woke up mad late tdy :/ Hahah!!! time rly flies!! Mum cooked fried rice fr lunch!! Yummmy :D Aft eating, i immediately started to watch anime:D Hahaha. I managed to cover 10 episodes up till nao tdy!! Hahah. I thought it would be a stay home sunday, but went out fr dinner with mummy & daddy @ downtown :D Yummy. Im starting to love fishball noodles. Hahaha. I saw bro,julia & mark @ mac too. Headed home, continued with my anime :D Hahha. Geeez, training has resume, & it starts tmrw, Thinking bout it, i kinda miss those exam times whereby i could enjoy much more. Hahaha. alright, I shall continue watching my anime fr nao!! Perhaps im gonna sleep pretty late tonight! Haha. kay, shall end! Byebye!!:D
3 more days!!!

The conversations we had are all reducing. I need a time machine.

It isn't necessary to keep you in my future, youre just a part of my past.

2011-05-22T03:29:00.005+08:00

Annyeong!

Colo tdy with bro,mark & joel. Didn't bs with charmaine & co. Hahaha, Cuz we came @ diff. timings, furthermore,colo was so damn crowded. Hahaha. Had fish & co. fr the first time!! & feel so sick of it._. Went to find julia aft that, went to ahma's house!! We had alot of talks, was very very fun. Hhahaha. didn't took pixs tdy :/ Hahaha. Im gna get that jacket tmrw perhaps? Haha. Better get it bfr its sold out! Hope its not!! Twitter's currently over capacity :( I just had my supper with julia, we share a bowl of fishball noodles, yumyum :D I hope my mosquito bites will recover soon, I feel as if my skin is about to rot. I gotta complete my 300plusplus episodes of my anime so that i can go watch the movie, But these few days, i have not been watching anime, is either i'm too tired or perhaps, when i get home, its always very late already :/ My bs scores noob to an extend whereby i can find no words to describe ._. Hahaha. Just like how i first started off with bs, similar skills. Wonder whats the use of playing & training everyday, but nothing changes. Haha!!! Kay, whatever. Trainings are here, SIAN. Just taking a glance @ the training schedule, i wonder how tired i'll be yes. Nevermind, for the sake of the upcoming competitions, i still can hold on. Hahaha. Okay, Shall head to bed now,ciaos!

Count with me...
3moredays!!:D

#.What you needed most when the pain is incurable.

Thematic concert.

2011-05-21T01:39:00.006+08:00

Hello!! Thematic concert tdy!!:D Haha, Went with baoyu,bro & co. okay, very fun. Hahaha.

Played a few rounds of bs bfr i headed to heidi's house to meet baoyu & her. Left house around 4.30pm, & off to sam's house.

Met evelyn, bro & co. & went to school. We were just on time. Hahaha. The concert was great :D I had many fun too:D Hahaha.

After concert,we went to pp to have our dinner! then offf to the nearby park to take some pictures & delay time as we didn't felt like gng home so early!!:D Heidi as well as hw went home when we alighted @ wp.

So, Bro, mark & me sent baoyu home & went to macs to get some food aft that, chit chat till 12plus & went home:D Hahaha.

Gna go colo tmrw with bro & mark in the afternoon,perhaps meeting kweky too, so long since i went out with her already :( Hahaha.Meeting clan ppl & charmaine too :)

Okie, Byebye!! :D Shall let the pictures do more of the talking!! :D

-Part of the pictures are taken during the thematic concert, the other part was taken during our cycle session:D Hhahaha.

5days!!:D

Do only what you like.

2011-05-18T22:40:00.006+08:00

Eh HI.

Hahaha. Complicated plans ystd. Everything was settled ystd midnight. Hahah. plans comfirmed, SUDDENLY, Plans cancelled?!!! So persuade persuade, & everything was bck the normal. But only 6 turned up:D Sisters & co. Baoyu,heidi & me headed off to prp first to play volleyball & slack arnd while waiting fr hw & co. to arrive. Played @ the playground area a lil while & finally they arrived!! Rented our bikes @ 5.50pm, ride bike @ 6.05pm. Haha.Cuz we took some time so encourage baoyu to start riding the bike but she just won't! Hahaha. Luckily she has a patient boyf. who willingly teaches her & guide her. hahaah!! Heidi & I couldn't stay thr, or she cfrm won't ride!! Hahaha.So we went off to ride our bikes :D Hahaha. Was very fun :D
Ended riding session @ 7.50pm & off to ehub to have our dinner :D First time, we walk pass the swamp @ such a time. So dark._. Totally blackout. Hahah, But in the end we successly got out of the swamp safely, First time experiencing but i felt okay, not as afraid? Hhaha, perhaps because that group are adventurous people. Hahaha!!Had dinner, didn't ate much. Not in a big appetite, perhaps because im tired. Haha.

My wishlist. You won't cry if things are right, not even the slightest pain. Keep moving on, stop looking back. Memories somehow are your enemies, they just hurt you so deeply.

We talked about old times, and it made me smile because you didn't forget.

2011-05-18T01:28:00.004+08:00

Hello:D

HappyVesakDay, & HappyBirthday to Joscelyn!! :D
I was suppose to meet bao e & hazel tdy to get their bags, but i overslept. Hahaha. I immediately jumped out of bed like a ninja aft i manage to contact them! Hahaha. I got to psr within 1 hour including preparation. Hahaha. Rly quick :D I ate my lunch & they got their bags @ tamp. Satisfied, & off i went home :) I was out fr only like 3 hours? Haha. I was back @ 4pm. Home & started bsing atw till night? Had sandwiches fr dinner. Keke. Bs,maple, audi. Bs scores so off-form. Hahaha. Audi was okay :D Hehe. Its been a long time since i played audi already!! Haha. okay, still in progress of getting the notes of the guitar right!! Hehe, Watching anime nao, Gna meet sisters & co. tmrw fr cycling since there's no school!! & I heard that i'll be receiving my results on thursday? So worrying & nervous bout it, pray hard my results will make me smile ya. Haha. Byebye!!:D
8days!!:D

There's 2 different ways how a day is wasted & how you rly make it a day. Its just like how you take the first step instead of waiting for another party to contact you. WHAT IF, Both parties are waiting. Then it'll take forever.

PartyRocking♥

2011-05-17T02:06:00.006+08:00

Helloooooo:D
Yayyy!! My final paper has finally ended!! Mye has officially ended!! Now im just worried fr my results, rly pray hard i'll score well yup. Everyone went crazy right aft we were dismissed:D keke. Ate lunch @ pp, went home & started to bs atw till evening :D Went out fr a haircut & I look so cute nao :D Hahaha. Headache was killing me just now, but i was fine aft i rested fr like 5mins? Hahaha. Got up, showered & went to play bs agn!! Bro came home, we both had alot of fun talking bout ppl in bs etc. Hahaha. My fingers are srsly gna bleed if i continue to practice guitar right now. Hahaha. Thanks brother!! :D But still, i rly wanna learn this,no matter what. I will keep trying till i get the notes correct okay! Goodbye fr now.
9days!!:D

Let go of your past, Or you'll never know the better things that are waiting fr you ahead. Its gone for good.

I don't want your presents. I want your presence.

2011-05-15T23:46:00.006+08:00

Just a short update bfr i head to bed, so tired aft writing a diary. Okay, Its 1.30am now. Rly late, I gta rush to bed asap or i won't be able to wake up & be able to focus on tmrw's last 2 pps, Maths & dnt. Hope my mind won't go blank kay ._. Hahaha. Alright, nothing much tdy. Just study & mac & lunch. So satisfying lunch/ Hahaha. Home, comp atw & did some dnt revision!1 Goodnight fr now :) Goodbye:]
10 more days!!:D
Thanks diana fr the advance wishes, :)

Does he knows? No he doesn't. Finally, I've found the answers to all the questions & doubts i had fr so long. I feel so happy cuz i finally got the answers in my hands, I finally can stop being so clueless about everything, being so naive, wishing everyday just for things to get better. I feel sad cos the answers were not the ones i had expected. Efforts flown away, Ever thought bout a brand new start? Yes, but i prefer the way things are now, so its okay :) You might think that im an emotional girl, perhaps youre wrong. So damn wrong. Know what, i wasn't like this bfr i met you.

Whenever I'm alone, I talk to you in my thoughts.

2011-05-15T01:34:00.004+08:00

Had a nice day :) Headed fr lunch @ mac with Bro, hw & mark. Guess im gna have mac agn tmrw!! Hahaha. Went to mac @ airport with baoyu & Heidi. Saw Hafizah,Weixian & co. :D Hahaha. Cheng Ning taught us drawings, keke:D Didn't study alot ._. Hahaha, . We chit chat bout plannings aft mye instead!! Hahaha!! Walked arnd the terminals, & played with the lifts :D Hahaha. Had alot of fun :D Hahaha. Went for dinner, shocking sia the price, salmon set $7 ._. We didn't realise that we were looking @ the *staff price till baoyu said. Money fly, heidi & i just took it as once in a lifetime, nvrm lah ._. Hahaha. okay, dnt & maths paper!!
14days! :D

#Fact

It gets better, you will see.

2011-05-11T22:44:00.006+08:00

Hello!! Things are fine tdy! :D Hahaha. Did quite some revision during the free period of EL lesson. Had science revision & maths. I almost fell asleep @ the last period :/ Worst, teacher gave a test. I felt to sick just nao, But was fine aft that! :D The test was easy but somehow my brains didn't cooperate :D Hahaha. Studied with heidi just now fr geog & literature! I can't come well with literature :( Srsly can't. The poems are all so complicating ._. Nevermind, I shall do whatever i can tmrw then! Geography & literature paper tmrw. Aft tmrw ended,I won't feel so stressed already. Cuz geog has not been my good friend since the start of the year.
14days!!:D

Girls are created soft, gentle and warm... they're meant to be loved and kept close to the heart.

Favourite boy.

2011-05-11T19:53:00.003+08:00

Self torture was never the way to cure your sadness. It takes alot of courage to take the first step. NEVER reject a girl, its too late to realise how fragile a girl's heart is till you hurt her.

I'll be back in the night to blog!

2011-05-10T23:35:00.000+08:00

See this dog? He was ABUSED. Two drunk dumbells tied this dog to the back of their truck, “forgot that he was back there” and DROVE OFF!!! Luckily, the cops were called and this poor dog got the medical attention he needed! The dog is currently doing fine (despite the horrible looking wounds) and will be up for adoption as soon as his wounds completely heal.

-Viatumblr.

My heart races when i see you.

2011-05-10T21:55:00.008+08:00

Hey readers :D I hate to be replaced, #factsboutme. Geog test the day aft tmrw, Ive still not done with literature revision @ all. Guess im rly gna give up on that subject already :/Mad fun day tdy! I went to compass with my friends, we had fries & ice cream fr lunch @ 4pm. Hahah. Pretty late actually. My phone's pretty quiet tdy!! hahaahaha, shall not watch anime till exams are over in just a few days time!! When my geog pp's over, I don't have to worry bout the other papers already! cuz i feel more confident for my dnt & maths :D Hehe. alright, but still gotta revise during the weekends:D Hahaha. Am excited fr the aft. mye plans :D
15days :D

My heart still cares, thats the reason why.

Sometimes, you just can't find words to describe how youre feeling. When you are @ the point whereby you left just 5% to get over that person, & suddenly that person re-entered your life, your heart tends to give in & make you felt like not giving up & start everythig over agn. Thats becuz your mind's over him/her, but your heart hasn't got rid of it. Just like how you can heal an injury over a period of time, but the scar remains. Never give up, When you rly felt like you couldn't hold on any longer, Just remember the reason why you held so long at first. God provides your needs & not your wants. So remember!! Appreciate everything!! :D

Sometimes, I wish I could be next to you and tell you, everything will be alright. :)
-Mr Tan Wei Lun.

Enjoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come again.

2011-05-10T00:57:00.002+08:00

Okay extremely hate it when ppl try to annoy you thro an unknown number then ask you to guess. So waste of time, If you want your identity to be a mystery for me to solve, My answer to you is, sorry i can't figure out. I rather not know you till the end, cuz i was never interested :D

When you were arnd, nobody noticed you. When you left, everyone started to get worried, everyone started to panic. Why...

2011-05-10T00:17:00.005+08:00

Its definitely a day of computer tdy!! Hahaha. I spent the whole day sitting infront of my computer screen watching anime & doing other stuffs ofcos. I can't believe i didn't spent my day studying instead. I feel like giving up on literature, Cuz It ain't an important subject afterall. Furthermore, I'll be taking it only in lower sec anyway! :D Hahaha. Okay, once agn, I spent half of the day alone @ home It was awesome :) Bro went to work, julia came. We started chatting, thought of gng out to study but in the end, we delayed till it was pretty late, so we decided not to go out:D The weather this few days cannot make it, Its been a long time since SG had been so extremely hot.
16 more days!!! :D

A smile can hide so much.

2011-05-09T00:55:00.004+08:00

Kon'nichiwa:D Hahahaha. Happy Mother's day to all mothers, I love mummy :D Its a stay home sunday tdy!! Everyone went out exc. fr me :D I owned the whole house:D I spent the whole day on the computer. Hahaha. So into anime these few days, 7 hours on the comp since afternoon including breaks in btwn :) I did study ofcuz! I can't waste too much of my freetime!! Aft looking thro my checklist, I realise i still have a mountain of topics to cover fr geog revision :( Not forgetting other subjects, I still have a whole lot, how long will this take :/ even 1 week is not enough, But i gotta complete geog revision plus literature in like 4 days time!!! Aft that, i'll have science paper on the following day._. Nvrm, no time to worry bout this shit already, I'll just have to study whatever i can!! :D Lucky maths & dnt paper falls on next week, @ least i can revise during the nxt weekend!! Next tuesday & exams will be officially over!!!! :DDD Very excited :D Hehe. Shall continue with anime, さようなら!
17 more days!!:D

There's always love after pain. Remember the rainbow comes after the rain.

2011-05-08T02:09:00.008+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo :D
Urgh, Hate it esp. when my phone fails to charge in the night ._. Currently watching anime!! I slpet rly rly rly late last night!! Hahahha. Same goes fr tdy! :D Its already gna be 3am! Hahaha. I just finish watching despicable me!!! Haaha. I was so engross!! Hahah. Nice show :D Pap 75:1 Ownage! ! :D okay, gna have mac tmrw, as usual, my lunch evry sunday? Hahaha!! Gna study fr geog tmrw & fr monday!! Its gna be a long weekend :D Hahaha. Okay,ciaos!
I feel insulted, You nver stop boasting. Look @ yourself bfr you criticise me :) You are no better :) Stop acting like you know everything, get the full story okay, no matter how bad my results are, I swear, Im rly trying. Oh isee, Is thr a law whereby music is prohibited while studying? So please, If you are so capable, Invent this damn rule & own me. But sorry, the position youre in, cannot make it already :) Hahaha. Save your comments, think again.
18days!! :D

I'm different, not the same.

2011-05-07T01:23:00.003+08:00

Hey :)

Two papers & oral completed. Just a few more exams, yes!!! :D Chinese paper was pretty tough esp. the first part!! omg. Worst, i almost fell asleep while writing down the answers for comprehension. Constantly rocking my chair & teacher walked pass me several times to stop me during exam, Hahaha. Its so hard to stop rocking my chair as it has bcm a habit to me. Hahaha. Drop the act, you don't know me best :) Is it rly hard to join in the fun? Its not bout hating a person & complaining bout one's flaws, but personally, If you wanna have fun, you must find the fun. Ppl offered you, wanna make you happy & smile so everyone can enjoy, but i don't understand sometimes, our methods ain't working, our effort all went down to the drain.
Sometimes, I can't define you.I can't please you, I don't know what you want!! Hahaha. Hoping fr the best day aft another. Everything has a limit.You might think that im talking bulllshit, i didn't get the full story, I never thought of of others, just fr myself. Crosscross!! Youre wrong:D Everyone has their opinions, different ppl look @ things differently, so what you think is right, i might think its wrong. I understand, save the explanation!!! :D Okay, shall continue watching anime till i feel like heading to bed :D

19days.

Do something and progress. Do nothing and stay still.

2011-05-05T20:46:00.006+08:00

Hello readers!!! :D I can't describe how relief & happy i felt right after each paper tdy. Hahahah!! English Paper tdy was awesome, as my EL teacher was the invigilator of my class, she laugh @ me aft the exams, hahaha. Becuz my letter writing srsly like compo sia. Hahaha. Im trying my best to stay awake as i watch anime while studying fr tmrw's chinese paper. I felt rly tense tdy fr my oral._. Unwell recently, having sore throat. Urgh.Now what? Exchange? Hahaha. Soon, exams will be over!!!

You took things to seriously, don't be too concern about trivial matters. I find it lame to the maximum. Sometimes, i sit by the window...thoughts everywhere. Are you too pathetic or what? No wonder, you took away what was once ours. I used to understand you so well that nobody could beat me. However, i realise i was wrong, very wrong. Don't tell me what to do,I wonder how you appear so nonchalant when you create so much misunderstandings & arguement btwn others, just wait till karma strikes then :D I'd always wonder how heaven looked like.
You can be out of my sight, but impossible to be out of my mind.

Its just the matter of time.
20 days., counting on.

Define who you are.

2011-05-04T21:35:00.005+08:00

Boo!! :D Im rly bored nao & so i decided to blog early tdy. Okay, its here, yes i can't deny the fact then exams are here, for real. EL pp & CL oral tmrw. I took a glance @ my exam schedule tdy. Can say that its my first glance, although i received it like weeks ago. Hahahah. I didn't bother to take note of the exam notes, so i'll feel less worried bout it. Hahahah. Currently im filing up stuffs, will be revising fr tmrw's EL exam l8r on! Still got several papers to file up :/ Can't watch anime tdy :( Hmm, School was alright. Class fun was much better tdy! 2.4km run tdy was so damn tiring, my timing dropped like hahahaha. But fortunately i passed :D Hahaha. Went back to class, somehow i felt like disturbing everyone in class, so i went around hitting & shouting away like my house. Hahahah!!! Best times bfr exams in class, So awesome. I had a very fun talk with julia & emmeline bfr i headed home!! Hahah!! Geog. teacher absent fr two days, ystd & tdy! But still there was work to be completed!!! Alright, Shall end my post here! :D Byebye!
I don't wanna tell you this, but i gotta admit, I despise you. Sorry fr being honest!! :D Hahaha.
Thanks for what youve done, Rly. Go get a life. Come to me when you need me,Leave me when you don't. I can predict the story already :)
I will wait, I can wait!:D
Treat me nice fr a moment, Next moment : I felt like i was being thrown away into the bin. Urgh.
21 more days.

Sense.

2011-05-03T00:01:00.003+08:00

Hello!! :DDD Revised geog tdy @ whitesands mac. Hahaha. So fun studying with this group of ppl. I remembered they told me this, geog no need study one, fail then fail. English pass can already. Deep impression. Hahaha. Okay, but still i still wanna score well fr geog yes. Hahah. Am watching mvs thro funshn. so awesome, I just watched freaky friday & Hachiko :) Currently watching anime, bleach! Hahaha. First few episodes already captivated me. Hahahha. @ the same time im revising fr geog too :) Exams in a few days time, & am looking frward to my big day, 22 more days!! :D Ciaos!! :D

Justinbieber, ♥

2011-05-02T00:08:00.004+08:00

Annyeong!! I slept @ 3am last night & guess what! I woke up @ 10am this morning! Julia said that my wake up face was cute. hahaha!! Had my breakfast & soon went to prep. myself & off i went to meet baoyu. Studied pretty less tdy, but somehow read alot too. So i kinda can rmb the image how the geog notes already. hahaha. okay! Look @ all these stuffs written by me & heidi. Hahaha. So entertaining, To me!!! :D I had an awesome day, thanks to my amazing mood. Don't even have the intention of ruining it, you have no chance @ all :D
#hyper, happy mood!
Me:
-Im justin bieber's favourite girl.
-Justin said he needed somebody to love, & THAT SHOULD BE ME.
-Justin said KISS & TELL me " i would NEVER LET YOU GO."He PRAY each night, that one day he can be my BABY. Dj played my favourite song, EENIE MEENIE, & he took away my FIRST DANCE.
- JustinBieber told me, love came in fractions, between him & love, i was the common denominater. He would pick me out of any others, because out the other girls he've known, I was the best, the coolest, prettier than all the rest just like the star of the show,i was his favourite girl. He would set a place at the table just fr me. He told me he wanted to bring me down to earth,it wasn't easy, so we fight through the hurt & we cry & we live & we learn & we try & try. Our love was bigger than any other. I will enter all his worlds, Im now @ world 2.0, I'll continue this trip till the world ends. There was one time he told me, he needed somebody to love, he said that should be me. He would love me till the end, just like how i'll love him to the end. I told him "i would never let you go, so you don't let me go too okay"I would take a ride to canada to go see him, & pray that one day he would notice me. Sean kingston was my bestfriend, he played favourite song, Eenie meenie on the radio, & justin bieber offered me his hand, & took away my first dance, He was born to be somebody, i was born to be his somebody. I was stuck in the moment with him, whenever i'm mesmerized by his pictures. .He is justin bieber,the one for me.

Heidi's:
- I'm a rich girl. ^^ - JustinBieber. :D
-I'm JustinBieber's ONE LESS LONELY GIRL
-JustinBieber said I was his Latin Girl and was also Stuck In The Moment with me. He also told me he Love Me and he's gonna tell me One Time.
-JustinBieber said he would Pick Me, and Ride me to the Omaha Mall. He told me to Never Say Never because he was Overboard and needed my love. So I told him if U Smile, I smile. Then he said our love is Bigger each day. But i told him there's only one place I can go is Up. So he brought me back Down To Earth and said I was his Common Denominator. :D

Awesome much or what?!! :D
23 more days.

Smart listens to the head, stupid listens to the heart. Be stupid. - Demi Lovato

2011-05-01T01:51:00.003+08:00

Nihao! I woke up rly rly late as i slept @ 4am last night cuz i was too addicted to twitter! Hahaha. Many updates & yes, imma gna reach 6k already. Hahha. Okay, headed to many places with parents tdy arnd woodlands area! Then went to ahma's house! I spotted a brown golden tailess cat. Its obvious that its an abused cat. Stop animal abuse, lets pass this msg arnd to everyone alright! How i wish i can bring that cat home.. okay, many cousins came tdy! So its was rather fun! Its 2am, i shall head to bed sooon. Gonna studying with co. tmrw yeah, then aft grab a bite @ mac, Seaweed shakers' back!! :D Hahaha. Okay, byebye!
24 more days.

Ask me anything! http://formspring.me/felisetyx
Continue to leave your comments, drop by with a tag, thanks!:D

Its you.

2011-04-30T02:16:00.004+08:00

Gay? He has a girlfriend. Ugly? Millions of girls think he's the hottest guy alive, and he's on millions of posters everywhere. Weak? Broke his foot on stage and carried on singing. Heartless? Listen to "Pray". Unsuccessful? 17 years old, 29 songs, 4 albums, 9 music videos,1 movie, 3 books, 20 awards, 2 tours, 86 shows, 400 million fans. Justin Bieber ♥

Imagine.

2011-04-30T00:49:00.003+08:00

Hello!! Am having great time in sch :D Probably becuz its Rebecca Black's Favourite day, So near to the weekends. Hahah!! I'll be having a long holiday, am gng bck to sch on tuesday!! :D Hahaha. Am revising my geog nao :D 32units, fr 2 hours, i'm just @ Unit3. Pathetic die. I'm already looking frwards to post exam activities & my Nyaa camp!! Hahaha!! Heading down the streets fr some shopping aft mye:D Hahaha. School planning post exam outings!! hahaha. To the science discovery centre, Army museum& SAFTI MI. Heard that its not fun.. Hahaha:D Nvrmind, Gng 3 places in one day. frm 7.30am-5pm. We'll make it fun :D Hahaha. Many homeworks to be completed, pondering whether to visit grandparents tmrw ornot, cuz i gta spent my time revising my work!! Hahaha:D Talking bout snow city, Its been a long time since i last visited thr .My last visit to thr was with heidi , assandra,siyu, jingting! Hahah. So miss that outing yup! Hahaha.Okay, shall end here!Ciaos! Bye all :D

The rain falls cause the sky can no longer handle its heaviness. Just like tears, they fall cause the heart can no longer take the pain.

2011-04-28T23:44:00.005+08:00

Hellohellohello!! My background is full of toys :D Hahaha. Pretty fun tdy! F.T didn't come, aft 4 months on deciding on the class tee, Its finally settled!! Hahaha!! I like my cft. maths teacher!! Haha!! He's funny, He gave me a lollipop fr presenting one question on the board. Hahah!! I didn't had any mood swings tdy!! Had fun during M.E class. While the teacher was sitting infront, giving the serious look. I felt that he looked mre like a gorilla? LOL. Have not completed my chinese compre. Suppose to complete it just now , but i kept felling asleep. I feel sick nowadays, slight sorethroat!! In class tdy, classmates said that my face pink pink red red? Hahaha. I manage to get 20mins of sleep in class tdy, btwn literature & chem lesson!! But felt a lil feverish aft that, & i feel so fine aft that!!! Hahaha!! Okay, Its friday tmrw!! & just 5-6 more days bfr the exams come!! Ohno, I srsly not prepared, esp. fr geog :/ Haha. So many test nowadays, literature test tdy. Aft receiving the paper, i ask myself, teacher got teach this one bfr meh. Hahaha!! But still, managed to complete the paper!! Hahaha!!:D I think my answers all bullshit one :) Hahaha! okay, ciaos!! :D

I realise this question has been sticking with me since last year? & till now, i haven't asked. Hahahaha, How poor can my memory be. Ive been facing this person almost everyday, but everytime, this question slips off my mind. Hahahaha.

Thanks fr the comments/tags!:D

#One time

2011-04-27T23:13:00.003+08:00

Hello all!! Recently, towards to school end, my mood always gets meesed up by some idiots. Dontknow why also. Constant one, day aft another. Hahaha. But usually i feel very very happy aftwards. Hahaha!!

You may be better than me & others in many things, But pls remember, not everything.Being an immatured kid, seems like you can talk talk talk alot:) Don't be childish till no extend alright.Your vulgarities didn't harm me, cuz i can't seem to find a reason why it should even bother me. Fetch a life :)I talk to you the way i like, Its either you hear it, or not. Whos life's screwed? & so you think youre the only one who has obstacles to face. Sorry, i get uninterested in things that aren't important to me. Probably, my life is filled with many excitement, while yours, just plain, thats why you tend to get the very unimportant stuffs to affect you. You don't get me? Sorry, I failed English. You are top, i frgot!!:D okay, thats the reason:D You want scold ppl, point elsewhere & scold me. Cos if you point me & scold me in my face, my hand have to temptation to highfive your face ah!! :D Haahah!!

okay! Ciaos!

Give and take.

2011-04-25T23:59:00.003+08:00

Wah, exams are approaching in few days time :( Less than a week & I'll be sitting fr my papers already oh. Hahah. I scored pretty low 8/25 fr my prev. geog test, tdy, i got 18/25!! Such a miracle yes. Hahhaha!! Okay, Im missing indah rly muchhhh, Am gna meet her up during the june holidays! hahahah!! Chinese compo. test tdy, the teacher was very unreasonable kay. Shivani didn't came tdy :( Alright, i shall head to bed now!! Played a round of Bs :D Hahhaha. Ciaos!

First dance♥

2011-04-24T23:26:00.004+08:00

Hellohellohello!!!
I had mac fr lunch yummy yummy! Have been craving it last night!! hahah!! Head over to the nearby senior citi to study with heidi tdy!! We talked alot :) As well as studied & played alot too :D okay had my dinner, then went to look fr her agn :) studied studied. Aft awhile, she went fr dinner with her fam. While i headed home!! Everyone's talking bout star awards, some have good comments while the others criticize llike mad. hahaha. Pretty fun. Hahaha. #prayforparrot.
Probably im not, im not!! & i can never ever ever ever be. Live still goes on, The act continues. Continue to smile :)Im probably the girl who won't stop trying.

2011-04-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

Annyeong! :D An incident happened tdy!! ._. Julia lost her ezlink card, she was pekcek in a funny way!! haha!! Then while otw to the bus stop to take 85, we saw a green parrot. Julia told me that it was a lost parrot, as months ago, she saw a poster, stating that this parrot is injured,it is describe exactly what we saw. We wanted to catch it to keep it safe! But when julia reach her hand out, the parrot jumped up.. Rly needa have courage to catch it. So, i went to find the poster but couldn't find it @ all. Then i went to look after the parrot, while julia go find it. But unfortunately, she told me, someone already took down the poster. So we couldn't contact the owner. A pizza hut delivery man passed by, he asked if we were the owner of the parrot, we said no. Then he asked if he could keep it? We didn'tknow what to answer. Julia said, but the owner's looking fr it, He replied, if the owner looks fr it, then i return lor. Then we were thinking, how he know the owner's number, how to return? Then he told me to open his pizza hut bag, damn big ah. hahaha. I opened, he picked the parrot up & put it into his bag. Bfr he left, he said this which i felt very worried , he told us " Thanks fr the bird!" My first thought, " Huh ?? thanks?? wtf, we didn't give him, we want him take care of it then return to the owner one ley? He's gna abuse it or what?" Julia & I couldn't stop thinking bout this darn incident while otw to yishun. So regret not picking it up, If we had, @ least we would feel more safe, @ least we can know about the parrot's condition instead of trusting a stranger? Hmm, nevermind! If possible, we'll get it bck by gng to sengkang pizza hut to look fr the delivery guy! Hope god helps, #prayforparrot. Yummy dinner! I didn't rly did much revision, the show " white chicks" made julia & I laugh alot!! :D Hahah!! Alright, study tmrw kk! Annyeong-hi gaseyo! :D

Don't cry over the past, cry to get over the past. Don't smile to hide the pain, smile to heal the pain!!

2011-04-23T01:13:00.003+08:00

Caught Justin Bieber's movie. Looks so real. His concerts were so amazing :) Im starting to like Justin bieber more than bfr. Previously, i didn't find him attractive, aft looking @ things related to him, he's rly good looking uh :D Hhaha. One of the best movies i've ever watched :) Luckily i trusted brother :D Hahaha. Rushed fr the movie :( Didn't manage to watch the first 20mins of the movie :( I shall catch it agn fr the second time :D Hahaha. So obsessed!! Hahaha. Okay, headed to colo @ dte fr an hour of bs :D Mad fun :) Haha. Okay,Im feeling hungry, bro says he's gna guide me along :D Hahaha. Had some nice talks with Julia :D Hahaha. Very fun :D Hehee.

Slowly, time will come girl,No rush.

2011-04-22T02:02:00.002+08:00

Am not gna blog as often due to exams. Just one more week, i shall try my best to do as much revision as i can fr just this week, aft exams. I'll be in holiday mood already :D

School today was fun :D I told myself not to look @ the clock & it helps!! Time flies rly fast!!

AftSchool , headed to spc fr lunch. Went bck to sch fr remedials till 4pm.

Tuition time was fun, dislike caramel :( Yummy dinner,bs too:D Okay, now bed time :)

entering then leaving my life as and when you want to, not free okay!!! You wanna criticise me, judge me, observe me more then others. Notice my flaws more than others, please don't let it affect me.

Don't have to share it with others, when its untrue. You know how unfair it is to me?._.

I asked myself, am i rly too over-dumb? Or just too naive? Perhaps, i won't be able to find the answer @ all.

I guess, something i can conclude frm all these times, I was a substitute frm the start. Efforts were never appreciated.

You simply walk off. Just count the number of times you did this. Im counting, i bet you didn't even realise?

Alright, I wouldn't say anything. I feel happy when a particular person is happy :) I don't mind being unhappy.

Probably im one of the best liars, I can even gain a trophy:D But since when i complained bout all this stuffs?

Probably cuz they're rather trivial matters, So it isn't necessary to make a big fuss bout it. But ever thought how i felt. 有时，当我坐在窗口边时，我就会想起过去的快乐时光，时间不能回头，和你在一起时,时间又不能暂停，我该怎么办。好，我不会说出我的不满意，都已经撑到这里了，还不如继续，免得浪费我的心思，你开心，我也开心:D

Eat my nade.

2011-04-17T01:59:00.002+08:00

Hello!! :D Awesome day tdy :D CIP was rly one of the best experience & best memory i had with my classmates. The teachers delayed quite a long time :( We were off to our blocks arnd 8am, & started work immediately!!! Everyone were separated!! CIP activities were more tired than i had expected!! We completed arnd 9 floors within 1 hour, but still left with many levels uncompleted. Total of 17 storeys :) We went house to house, to collect stuffs :D & even made friends with children frm kindergarden as we passby the houses :D Hahaha. Some owners donated alot alot alot!!! So we had a hard time bringing everything into the lift, & to 1st floor. aft that yuting stayed @ the first floor taking care all everything while we went to complete those undone storeys :) Done with 2 levels & we had not enough ppl to carry the stuffs, so we went to first floor agn to put the stuffs & went up agn!! hahaha!! Aft finishing everything, we then packed everything. Sweating like mad. pack the newspaper tgt, rly difficult as many plastic bags were torn. & we were lack of strength. hahaha. So we called fr another group to come as they had completed their block :D 16 people carrying everything. Hahahaha. I can't even manage one bag of newspapers, but srsly damn heavy ._. Hahaha, There was alot alot of bonding. Soon, everyone was done. We gathered as a class & praise ourselves fr doing sucha goodjob :D hahaha. dad came to fetch me & we had breakfast tgt, :D Yummy. Headed home, slept fr 4hours, as this prog. had disrupted my sleep, furthermore i slept pretty late last night!!! ._. So i was lack of sleep. Hahahaha. Aft my nap, I was off to meet julia & emmeline, tgt with bro & heidi. Emmeline got her bag :) Heidi & Emmeline went their way to ehub , while julia, bro & me cabbed to yishun :D Hahaha. Bsing :D Might be meeting baoyu& co. tmrw to study as usual:D Ciaos!!

Everything was just a dream.

2011-04-16T00:04:00.004+08:00

Hello readers:D Im rly tired nao :/ Many activities fr me tdy, Went fr dinner with baoyu & heidi, took lots of pixs, they'll be uploaded sooon. In the mean time, These above pixs were taken on the ksession i had with jiamay & co. :) Tuition was pretty fun, Cip progrm l8r on when i head to schhol:D I shall head to bed now fr some rest, so that i'll have the energy to work tmrw :D ciaos :)

I tell myself, i must cheer up :D Why bother someone who doesn't cares @ all? I made the effort to give you a smile, & i got a sickening attitue in return, Seems fun to you..I think i shall try it too :)So envy those who had what they wanted. It used to be a possiblity, but now its all just a dream, just something i wish but it will never come true.It simply shows how much you care, & I finally got the answer to the question ive always been seeking fr. Tell me not to bother you & I won't. Don't keep me waiting, wasting my precious time on useless things, Im not your toy, im myself. okay,blahlbahblah, 5 seconds to chilllllll, -----& im fine now!:D

Leave & never look back.

2011-04-14T23:49:00.004+08:00

Class atmosphere tdy was the worst. So unusual..Everything that happened tdy shall vanish frm my mind. Whatever you do, you must always think of the consequences. Don't do anything in the moment of folly, Cos i don't see any advantages. Classmates & teachers were all very expressed bout what had happened. okay, classmates & friends asking me why im so quiet tdy. Hahaha. I srsly dontknow how to reply. Hahaha. Yes prog. tdy was fun becuz trainer uncle donnie allowed us to use fb :D Hhaha!! Completed my work...Am doing revision & some project stuffs tmrw, :) No training,probably heading out in the night :)
I just want you to notice me & realise why im doing all this. Whats so difficult. uoyssimi.

It flows thro my mind.

2011-04-14T00:25:00.005+08:00

Hihihihi!! I didn't enjoy training tdy @ all. Hahaha. So boring, went home pretty late. I wasn't in the "play match" & thrfore kena sub out!! hahahah!!! First time oh :D Haha!! Its either im not used to wednesday training, or perhaps they came too late :/ Haha!! Left schhhol arnd 7 plus. :/ Bought my dinner, home. Awesome, no one's home. Hahaha. Then bro & co. came, I had my dinner, i was watching CJ7, @ the same time, i was felling asleep :( Too tired perhaps, so currently, im completing my homework. Hahaha. Am rly excited fr cip prog. this coming sat! :D Hahaha!! Completed my homeworks, & now heading off to bed :D Ciaos!

Don't order me around, If you think its so easy, then you take over it lor. Hahaha. I despise to do diff things frm others.

Think agn.

2011-04-12T22:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO! Just a quick post bfr i head to bed! Drama presentation tdy!! Hahaha!! So damn fun @ backstage!! Our whole cohort was like rushing here & there!!! All preparing themselves & feeling so damn nervous!! Hahaha!!! But overall, everyone had alot of fun!! :D Just rushed my homework, tmrw agnst srjc agn!! Hehe. Okay! gotta wake up early tmrw! Gooodbye! :D

I can't be a useful person. How come when you needed help, i can only find ways to entertain you but i simply have no idea how the hell to solves problems that youre facing. I always thought that smiling, laughing, joking was the best way to cure any unhappiness. Looks correct, but i was wrong. Probably, ive need to learn many things. Sometimes, pondering, do you even need me? Or just fr standby? Whatever, I don care :D Im gna remain happy all times!!! ciaos!

Don't promise when you're happy, Don't reply when you're angry, and Don't decide when you're sad.

2011-04-11T00:43:00.003+08:00

Just a short post of how i spent my sunday tdy! Woke up, prepared , went to meet heidi & then bus to elias to meet baoyu, ate mac fr lunch, Nicolette came arnd 4. Hahaha. I managed to study alot!! Hahaha!! It was pouring heavily just now!!! Aft studying i went home, heidi alighted first then me. I walked in the rain with my jacket hat hahaha. But still, i was drenched. I bs fr a lil while, As an when i snipe someone, my heart feels awesome. Hahahah!!! Aft that, parents came to fetch me frm home to get my school shoes, & have my dinner. Hahahaha. I finally got my wanted shoes. keke. Thats all fr tdy, Im having headache now, all of the sudden?? Hahaha. Self praise: I so hardworking, im still studying even its midnight, well done to myself, Give myself a pat :D Hahaha. Am heading to bed soon, if not srsly gna have difficulty waking up tmrw, then sisters will comfirm nag me fr waking up late already :D Hahahaha!! okie, ciaos!

Share & Care.

2011-04-10T01:34:00.003+08:00

Annyeong :D Woke up early, did some geog revision though not alot, I'll have to rly focus on my geog tmrw. If not definitely not gna do well fr my geog ct on monday le. Pray hard. Went out fr late lunch, arnd 4pm. Headed to yishun to meet mummy, & shocking cousin & aunt tagged along, so i didn't ate good food :/ Haha, disappointed.Shall have it nxt time i guess.Tdy not much entertainment @ granny's house, The show "meet dave" was the only thing that entertained me. But fortunately, I was able to take some time, spending on my revision. Hahahaha.Headed home, Watched kungfu dunk, awesome show, I never get sick & tired of it even aft watching numerous times :) I still find the show rly touching.

@\\Feeling like a zombie nao, I don't feel hyper, neither sleepy.I don't feel normal, nor abnormal, I feel like a thin piece of paper floating in the air, a very plain & simple feeling. I can't get to bed, whats the matter.What you experience now, isn't as complicated as mine, so please, stop giving me advices as if everything seems to be easy to solve. Im trying my best to do what i can, I will look into my problems, solve them.To you, Just follow instructions, everything would be perfect, In reality, I bet not. Such things will never happen. Just trust me, Its okay even if this the first & the last time, you are gonna trust me, I have no comments.
You were the one, who made me realise that problems can be solved. Not all smiles are necessary to be fake. Wishes can be granted & fulfilled. Miracles existed. Dreams are reachable & lastly, made me know that i always had someone being by my side, accompanying me facing obstacles all along. I like the way i feel happy :D

Without hesitation,

2011-04-08T22:19:00.004+08:00

Hellooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo:D Last day of the week once agn, its friday. Time seemed to pass so quickly, Dnt lesson 2 periods total time> 1 hour 40mins, seems like on 1 period. Hahaha. I was so engrossed to complete my drawings. Hahaha. But i managed to finish only 1 rawing still left 3 more for homework :D Shall start doing it as soon as i blog finish :) I gotta complete all my homeworks by tdy, so that tmrw bfr meeting julia in the evening, I'll be able to focus on my geography more :) EL teacher is always absent on friday as she has course. Hahaha. While we relax alot, But mye are appproaching already. Cannot afford to miss a lesson, furthermore, Ive failed my EL & geog fr the Term 1.. Hahaha. Last minute, the friendly game agnst ite was cancelled cuz they were lack of players :( We could actually have fun playing the match, but it all became a boring training as usual. Nothing much in training tdy. Hhaha. Headed to ws tgt with baoyu, heidi, nicolette & carol aft training to have ice cream, was rly tired :( Jane was thr too! :D Home, bs fr 15minutes, played 1 round then went fr tuition!! Sometimes, i find myself so dumb, as i have difficulty understanding simple questions, :( Hahah. Self confession: I tyco went in to the stream im in. Hahaha.Okay, Had an hour of bs to relax myself abit. Hahahaha!! Rly awesome. Hehe, okie, am off nao, ciaos!

If think believe i can do it, Please reconsider. Im rly not as good as how you think, don't pin high hopes on me,don't set unreachable goals & expections. I know what best prog. suits me, why insist on putting me @ a prog. where i'll never perform well? Instead, my results are dropping, lower & lower marks, aft each test. Hahaha, Pathetic much, I wanna do well , & I tried my very best, wonder where the problem lies @?

Look for you.

2011-04-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

Hellohello!! :D Mummy's cooking maggie fr me nao, as i fell asleep cuz i was too tired already,so i haven eat till now :( Now i can't head back to bed. Hahaha. I forget to bring my clip tdy, & the pin geraldine lend me, I dontknow how use. Hahahah. Chem teacher absent tdy, Hope she'll come bck soon :) Played the "we're singaporeans" game with the whole class!! Hahaha. The winning group gets the whole packet of marshmallow, but even though , Everyone still went up to shivani & snatch marshmallows. Hahahaha!! Yes prog. tdy was fun, So many entertainment credits to shivani. Hahahah!! Drama after that, was pretty successful :) Hehe. We were both thinking of the same thing, waiting fr each other's offer.

On my way.

2011-04-06T21:00:00.004+08:00

Hello!!! Keke. During ELSW class, the class did letter writing, I was rushing thro e work so that i can leave the class faster!!! hahahaha, I left the class @ 11.30, no maths fr me!!! Awesome mad. hehe. The match was rly thrilling,Hahahaha. We stayed fr the pirze presentation & e girl's match. Felt rly rly tired, couldn't stop whining, can't stay still seat thr. Hahahaha. Sitting thr watching & waiting makes me feel more exhausted then studying in sch, then gng fr my tuition!!! Hahaha. Tdy's dinner, I didn't rly enjoy, probably becuz im too tired already :( Okay, might b meeting cousin this coming wednesday fr movie :D Hahaha. Not complete my science prog. homework. Hahaha, Ive not been doing the homeworks they give ever since the first prog. Hahaha.Okie, heading off t bed soon, gotta wake up early to meet baoyu & co. tmrw, ciaos!

I find sharing very awesome.

Get me out of here.

2011-04-05T22:08:00.002+08:00

Hello :D Thanks cw fr the chocolates on monday & tuesday!! Hahahah. Appreciated v. much :) Okay, tdy's literature class & science lesson was one of the best lessons i ever had :D We prevent keven frm coming in to borrow the sound cable, we close the windows everything, hahahah. But in the end he managed to got in with ms lim's help :D Hahaha. He told the whole class in a joking manner " hahah, I still got in!! " , Louis replied a damn funny reply, he say "okay well, then you can't get out!! " Hahaha. They locked him inside, hahaha!! But still in the end, he got out, & the lessons continued. Literature lesson, hahhaha. One make fun of another ,teacher couldn't stand it. Hahahaha. My maths ct, 18/40 , how am i gna handle my maths mye.. Haiyoh.Gotta buckup already :) Bboys finals tmrw! Am only studying in class till 11.30 & off!! :D Hope that shivani will get well soon :) ciaos.

Am not letting go.

2011-04-04T21:09:00.005+08:00

Annyeong haseyo:D El ct, I left like 3 questions incomplete. Drama rehersal during EL class. Hahahaha. I wrote alot fr each question. Hoping that i can pass with flying colours srsly, Next week geog test, how to survive uh. Haha. Had a match agnst Amk sec agn, fr the third time already :) The last match was the most thrilling one!! hahahah!! Everyone indeed had alot alot alot of fun :) Mum's dinner's the best :) Am gng to download games into her phone, Hahahaha due to boredom okay. Her phone also empty one ley, Hahah. Coin dozer is one of my fav. Hahahah. Hope dexter bestfriend will be fine, Hope his problems will be solve asap oky :D Am not bsing tdy, instead, Im gna head to bed rather early :D Hahaha. Ciaos!

As i expected.

2011-04-03T23:04:00.005+08:00

Hellloooo:D Woke up, Some unhappy incidents took place, & thts why i woke up. Hahahaha. Mummy went off to cemetry to visit her grandparents while i accompanied dad fr lunch. Met up with baoyu, heidi & nicolette agn to study & complete our homeworks. I did quite alot of revision tdy:D Hahaha. Had my dinner with heidi & baoyu, then off home to bs:D Nothing much today. ciaos :D I pray hard, i'll do well fr tmrw's EL ct, Match agnst amk sec, wish me luck oh :D

I can't take sides, I believe both of you are matured enough to think whats right whats wrong. Both parties must let each other, Seeing both of you like that, Affects me alot one ley. Please don't quarrel :(
I feel so hopeless cuz when smth happened, I only can stand by the window, cover my ears, being oblivious to the commotion thats gng on. I can only be a bystander, Can't help, Just watch. I feel so fucking useless.Though the problems are settled already, but im sure one day, it'll come agn.

Even if there is only 0.01chance, I'll still grab hold of this chance, no matter what.

2011-04-03T00:51:00.004+08:00

Hello all :D its pretty late now :) Sports day yesterday, As well as april fool's day. Jessie & jane last minute came up to me, & persuaded me to join fr the 100m race, I had no choice so i accepted. I started to feel worried already, something strucked my mind, I thought , run with school shoes, if fall out how!! Hahaha. I got the preparing shelter thr, the teacher told me it was 200m. Then i started to panic!!! Hahahaha. Soon, everything was over! Hehe. Headed to hougang mall with sisters & off home to prepare, Meet others fr k session :), Meet jiamay first , we went singing first :) Then came shili & her friend :) then Wenjun & co. came:D We sang quite alot!! Hahah!! Kailong & shili's friend had a very nice voice! :D Hahaha. The bill $200.10, like kena rob. Hahaha/ I went dinner with family, seldom bro tag along!! hahah! He had been wanting a new comp. since a long time ago? & he finally got it!!! Hahahah. The comp. was ofcos more advance then the previous one, Hahah, easier to bs already :) Heheh.Slept rather early because i was rly mad exhausted :( Then woke up,& headed bck to sleep arnd 11pm. Tdy woke up pretty late, Fr the very first time cooking noodles fr myself, as i am alone @ home. Hahaha. Studied quite alot fr geog, Pleased. Didn't meet up with julia tdy :( am sorry tdy cannot accompany you!! ><" Had late dinner with bro, mark came too. Bro bought his gs card, I was force to buy fr him one. Hahaha. Nevermind, @ least he accompanied me to eat my late dinner. hahah!! Bs fr a few rounds, Updated my blog :) Readers do leave a tag, ty. Ciaos now, I feel tired :)

A day has 24 hours, but i spent 8 hours sleeping & 16hours staying awake :) 16hours, i spent every single time thinking bout you. 8 hours, dreaming of you.

Once again.

2011-03-31T22:29:00.004+08:00

Hello :DDD Last day of school ends on thursday this week! Sports day falls on april fool's day :D Probably heading fr k session with jiamy & geraldine tmrw:D hehe. Am gng to picnic @ the stadium tmrw :) hahahah!! Pretty shag when i receive my report book tdy :( I failed EL & geog fr term 1. Pathetic results actually, All my subjects drop :/ Shall not bs till exams are over :D Hehe. Clueless on how to go to hougang stadium. Probably alighting @ mall, then will have a 20mins walk. Hahahahaha! If Baoyu & I are lost, I shall hold no blame. Hahahaha. oky, 4 more weeks to arrival of midyear exams. hahah! ciaos!

Slowly, slowly.

2011-03-30T20:36:00.003+08:00

Mummy's finally back frm portugal! Hehehehe. I almost fell asleep in school & tuition tdy! Drama class was awesome, Its the last day, am definitely gng to miss mr lopez ah. hahahah. So sudden performance on tuesday ;( Mummy bought clothes as well as some accessories fr both me & julia :D hahahahahah. Happy! Was craving fr macs fr dinner, parents bought me to eat :D Hahaha, I saw bao too. hahaha coincidence ah. Hhahahaha. okie, bs nao, ciaos!

Nostalgia.

2011-03-29T23:32:00.003+08:00

A very very very very extremely tired day tdy! Have been rushing thro my homeworks & works during lessons!! Vp confiscated my phone tdy, fr using the sound system wrongly. Hahahahaha. I went to look fr him during my breaktime he wasn't thr, heheh. During lesson time, he personally came up to my class to return me my phone! Heheehe, Glad that he remembered :D Mummy's still in portugal, missing her alot :) Have been accompanying daddy afraid that he might feel lonely :/ Hahahaha. Waiting fr mummy's arrival, counting down fr my mid year exams. I gotta buckup rly, sadden. So many homeworks to hand in, How i hope i can fabricate excuses, & hopefully the teacher believes me. Hhaha!!! Bs tdy!! Jogging tdy with Heidi & co. Rly exhausted, yawns. hhehe. Tuesday seems to last very long :( whyohwhy. oky, ciaos!

Never let me go.

2011-03-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

Helloooooooo!! Headed to school pretty early tdy, blasted music in the classroom in the early morning till 8.30am, classmates started to came in, then i started my maths revision. hahahahha. All classes were boring. Hahahah! Fortuantely, I managed to complete my compo with 50 minutes tdy in class!!! Hahahahah!! Awesome feeling. Training tdy was fine! Friendly match coming up soon, ain't sure when. No bs tdy :( Due to sleepyness, hahaha!! Okay , ciaos! Sleep nao! Readers, do leave a tag ty!

It was stated.

2011-03-27T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hello!:D Maths common test tmrw! Meet up with baoyu , heidi & nicolette. Met up with heidi first then off we went to elias, it was about to rain, but few minutes l8r, the way retreated. Baoyu & nicolette finally came! We ate , study , talk, laugh alot too :D Heidi went off first, then we started taking pixs with nicolette's phone. Hahahahh!! Very fun ah. Hehehehe. didn't study much fr maths! Completed my dnt drawing :D Hehehe. Not much homework, luckily! Okie, I shall head to bed soon, :D ciaos!

Question.

2011-03-27T01:23:00.005+08:00

Hello! :D Just home frm many places, tdy i got the chance to like finally walk arnd the crowne plaza :D Hhhahaha. srsly inside damn high class can ah!I will visit thr agn when i pass by! :D Hhahaha. Met up with julia, she told me to tag along with her & her friends to hs but aft waiting 10mins fr the bus to come, she called, said that they wanted to change venue, i replied okay. Nxt, i was waiting fr the bus to go downtown, then waited fr 15mins, bus not here :/ Then i realise, i am the wrong bus stop ._. I went to the one opposite, & waited fr another 15mins. FINALLY, I got to downtown :D Waited another 15mins fr julia to reach, then headed to colo! Fortunately the comps ending were fast, so we had seats , it was pretty crowded though. Played fr 5hours , headed atw to hougang mall to had the teppanyaki, reach thr, the stall owner tells me, they close already!!! Disappointed! Had a normal meal instead. Didn't felt like gng home even though it was 10pm already, so aft much thinking, we decided to go changi airport! :D We went thr, & explored many many places!! :D Photos will b up soon okie :D Bs tdy was awesome!!!! ciaos! :D HappyBirthday AlishaChoco! :D Manylove.

Pretending.

2011-03-25T21:40:00.003+08:00

Hellohellohello! :D Pretty fun day tdy! :D Lessons bfr recess was boring, rly boring. Formteacher & EL teacher absent!! Hhahahaha. Last period was a free period. Awesome ornot. Whatever we do, the teacher doesn't bother!! :D Hahhahaha. Accompanied Bao E to the bus stop as she is gng home alone:) Then headed bck to school fr my lunch :( Everytime i see the crowd, I don't wanna eat already. Hhahaha. Headed fr training, During match, @ the last point, 24:24 , Everyone started to panic, & the whole game revived! Hhahahah. It was rather thrilling. Hhahahaha. Ended training , Headed to west plaza to had a meal with baoyu, heidi & nicolette. We had a 2hour H2h talk! hahahah! So long, time flies rlyrly fast huh! Got home arnd 6plus! hahahaha. oky, bs ornot :) I feel kinda sleepy ley. Haiyoh, oky, nevermind.I shall sleep @ 10.15 :) Just 15more mins :) hahahaha. Ciaos!

Twice.

2011-03-24T22:15:00.003+08:00

Annyeong:D School tdy was fine, its my first day sitting @ my new seat in class! Rly miss my previous seating place!! Another new classmate joined us tdy! welcome! :D Had pretty lots of fun with the trainers & my friends @ the Yes! prog!! hahahha!! My ideas are so creative:D Accompanied Justina to wait fr her sister till 5.20pm. hahahaha. Waited fr pretty long, but in between we laughed alot!! hahaha. Okay, training tmrw! Happy Birthday Jinna , Happy Birthday Jiahui! :D hehe. Oky, am gng bs soon then head to bed aft that!! ciaos!

dream of me, dream of you.

2011-03-23T19:42:00.003+08:00

These pixs abv are all taken the day i went colo with julia & co. till midnight then i got home! hahahah:D Not much homework recently, 3 relief classes tdy :D heheh. EL teacher & Geog teacher on MC, awesome mad.But i dislike the relief teacher ah.

Rly impossible?

Depulse.

2011-03-22T23:18:00.002+08:00

HELLLOOOOO :D second day of school was nice :) EL teacher didn't turn up agn!! keke. No more bio, bio fr term 1 is over. Its chemistry now! hehe. Gna miss my bio teacher, & loving my chem teacher, Many ppl's fav teacher:D hehehe. No after school progs. tdy, waited fr baoyu to end her remedial, then we all headed home tgt! hahhahah. Finally completed with my summary then had been stressing me out fr the past fewdays!! hahaha. hehe. Now left with journal!! sadden. Okay.shall head to bed as school starts early tmrw! oky, ciaoos. Huhuhu! :D

Hold on, hold on.

2011-03-21T20:32:00.004+08:00

Annyeong! Please leave a tag as an when you pass by my blog okay, appreciate em alot! :D How's my first day of school aft march holidays?? As usual :) hahah!!! So lucky can! Didn't complete my EL homework, Best > Teacher > ABSENT :D hahhahah!! Everyone cheeeeerrrrred, We started playing the bomb game. hahahaha. Everyone started bombing others, who like who. hahahaha. Though its childish, but its the game for us. ahahahaha, Everyone had fun anyw! I fell asleep during maths lesson! keke. HAPPY, I manage to score a pass fr the tough maths paper!! keke. Training was alright, ohno. I realise i forget to take home the foot paper prints coach used that i put into the basket. I shall go get it either tmrw or wednesday! Headed home pretty late. Bought my dinner! Don't feel like doing any homework, just feel like sleeping soon. hahahaha. okay, am off to bs! ciaoss!

Fearsome.

2011-03-20T23:43:00.006+08:00

Helloooo :D Slept pretty late last night, & shocking! I got up in the early morning & immediately started on my homework! hehehe. Got hungry, gave bao a call, & we had breakfast tgt,skipped lunch & had a very very very yummy dinner @ her house, thanks to both her mom & her ahma fr the nice dishes. hehehe. Continued on our homework etc. Then headed home, time tdy was not fast nor slow. Just the right pace :) Okay! School tmrw, My hoilday officially ends when i wake up tmrw frm my sleep. hehe. Worst is, Ive not done my homework, left with EL summary & maths!!! I kinda did enjoyed my holiday! hahahah. okay, ciaos!

Take me with you.

2011-03-20T02:15:00.004+08:00

Annyeong! I just came back frm dte colo! Played fr 4 hours!! hehe. I got home arnd 2 :( Still walked home cos all the direct buses all not operating already. Haiyoh. okay, headed out in the evening to hougang mall to have dinner. Yummyyummy dinner! ahaahah. Then went to dte to meet bro, mark & rid. I love the comp. there, hahaha. Internet power!! ahaha.
Already rushed thro pretty lot of hw!! Shall rush EVERYTHING finish by tmrw!! Rly cannot delay liao! I delay one whole week, how i wish my holiday just started ley :( Holiday like no holiday. One week so many homework. Omg. ahahaha, okay, ciaos!
Get over it, ornot. Two paths choose one, thats all you have to do.

Hopeless, clueless.

2011-03-18T23:12:00.004+08:00

Hellooo :D
Am not gng to post much, Just a few updates.

-Woke up early morning, training tdy. Had match agnst SRJC! Very fun, exciting!! SRJC volleyballers were all very friendly!! We even took pictures!! :D hhehe.
-Headed to pp with baoyu,heidi, hw & co. fr lunch. Yummy.
-Home, did some homework!!:D
-Had my dinner, & went out arnd 8 to meet julia & heidi.
-Bs nao!:D

I rly miss my zoo trip:(
告诉自己，我不会放弃:D

Haven't seee or telling me that mission has failed.

2011-03-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

Hello Readerssssssss. My zoo trip tdy was rly rly rly awesome, What i enjoyed most was at the horse section. I got to know this horse name belle. Its a rly rly shy horse, but i managed to pat her many many times :) heheh. The next time i go i wanna go visit her agn!! I got to feed an animal too, I fed the manatee :D It was pretty disgusting @ the first place, but aft that I felt that they were rly cute. Their skin were like leather!!! hahaha. Exams haven't over, I already have plans fr june holidays. huhu! :D The aminal show was nice!! very very nice. Headed home arnd 5plus, Got hoome @ 6 plus. Rly tired :( bs nao, then off to bed. Having a match tmrw!!! Agnst serangoon JC :D Wish me luck!! :D okie, ciaos.

You removed my worries.

2011-03-16T19:42:00.004+08:00

Hi! Just a minute, will you stop nagging then acting as if you own the whole world. omg. Training tdy, team is getting a new jersey! hot pink jersey. hahaha. Friday, match agnst, serangoon JC. hehe. Everyone's out, im left alone hahaha :D Am gng have cup noodles fr dinner , hahaha. Training tdy, everyone was on form!! ahahah.A rly distracting scene happened @ training tdy, A baby bird with a injured wing flew in the hall tdy, everyone was amazed, the malay teacher grab its body, & the way the bird was chirping, seems like it was trying to struggle, was rly cruel. The bird's sound was even distracting, Aft hearing & looking the way the bird is struggling was rly omg. Heartpain. Till now, i cannot forget the scene omg. Pooor thing, Hope the baby bird will recover soon & get freedom :) pray hrad. okay, Pray fr earth too!!! 3 mre days according to twtter., is world's dooms day. ohnooooo!! true or not, nobody know hahaha. okay, bs nao!! My zoo trip tmrw, Am RLY RLY RLY OVER EXCITED AH. hahahaha, okay, ciaos!

Throw my wishes away.

2011-03-15T22:33:00.007+08:00

Hellohello!! Today was a rly rly rly fun day!!! Woke up in the early morning, prepared myself, & off to meet bao & headed to bugis, Got the clothes i wanted within minutes, Bugis wasn't crowded at all!!!hahah!!:D

Trained frm bugis atw to kovan. Waite 20 minutes, so that we could have all of us sitted tgt, played fr 3 hours!!!played few rounds of audi , L4D then bs :D

Awesome, Went to hougang mac fr dinner! yummyyummy, Went thr cuz baoyu said that she was craving fr mac!! hahah. How goood can i be!! hahah.

Training tmrw, haiyoh, please don't waste my time nagging ley. hahaaha.

Took quite a number of pixs with bao! Baoyu's lense tdy keep dropping, worst is she didn't bring her casing.

It was mad troublesome, evry minute she was telling me, her lense come out , her lense come out. haha.

Zoo trip on thursday!! hehehe. Bs tdy! Scores were pretty!! hahaha.

Its late nao! :D I shall head to bed!! Gooodnight readers, tag often!

Lost mood, i need you.

2011-03-14T21:27:00.008+08:00

I hate spoilers really alot. Especially when everything plan okay liao, everyone put in effort, what you all do? Nothing, simply don't give a damn? Whats wrong? Just one day cooperation also so hard, Now i know, I can't depend you guys to get some simple things done. Spoil my mood, spoil my day. Z. Discussing with wj they all, fr a long time, also not everyone agree. All say tmwr, because of the last minute surprise cancel, so troublesome. Make things difficult. If you think ,just because youre tall, you can take control of everything , fetch a life. pls ty. urgh, not that the i rly mind about not celebrating their birthday, cos they are mre imprt. or whatsoever, spoilers, I cannot take it rly. fyl. Don't copy paste can, unless thr got put credits to me, then you copy paste lah. hhah. Dislike to plan everything till so perfect, then at last cancel? You know how ppl feeel anot, wanna give it a try?

Supposingly celebrating the two aliens birthday tmrw @ town area, But i guess i ain't gng. Just need someone to accoompany to bugis to get my stuffs, bfr thurs. hehe. AM gng zoo trip on thurs. With my my usual class fun friends.hahaha. Class remedial tdy was okay. Picnic hahaha. Teacher came in late, vp took over, & told us bout the japan tsunami. Heard that there's gna be a acid rain tmrw, so everyone do try to stay indoors yah.Had kfc fr dinner @ sk , with julia & connie! Funfun!!! Eat agn soon!!! Okay, bs now. Bai:D

I'll be back, tell me.

2011-03-14T00:45:00.003+08:00

The photo looks as if i got punch in my eye, hellopanda!
Did some studying & homework with bao tdy, aye shaker fries, yumyum, craving fr mre!!
School tmrw, awwwwwwwwww!! Headed to get some wrapping pp to wrap presents etc.
omg, i bought the wrong clothing. Mum said that the shirt design is very cursing, & i didn't realise it :( I'll go get another design on tmrw aft training, i guess. Then pass it to A2 only tuesday :) okie, had rounds of sd, bs. hehe. Not rly ugly scores. hehe. goodnight! ciaos. Dread gng fr training :(

Filled with tricks.

2011-03-13T14:22:00.004+08:00

Did alotalot of shopping ystd. Got birthday presents, & a new bag, bands & shorts fr myself. Julia got a bag too. hehe. Had mars ball with ice cream @ fareast, omg. Nice @ first, sick of it @ the end. 3places ystd, tired ttm/ Bugis, Fareast then headed to yishun. Steammboat @ ahma's place. hehe. It was baby cousin yiyun's birthday!! The cake was the best!! haahah. Home, bs till 3am, then off to sleep. Am gng to prep. nao & off to meet baoyu, kbai!

#.Prayforjapan/

2011-03-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

hihihihihiihihihhiihihiiiiiiiii. Maths test pp tdy!! Was pretty hard, but manageable. The supersupersuper big fan in the hall & adding the coldness fr the morning rain, MAD COLD.
2A said, it was hot, 2B & 2C was freeezing like madd. hahahaha. After test, we closed our windows, & doors, & even off the fan without aircon! hahah. Lesson time past rly quick. term 1 has finally come to an end, term 2 has approached. Gotta complete all my homework asap, so that i don't have to worry when imma out. Training hahaha. Teacher having pms agn or what. omg,may our team get used to his scoldings, treat everything as crap, instead of affecting our mood. hahaha. Probably its generation gap. Probably, its you, not us. bsbsbs!!! ciaos!

Countless times.

2011-03-10T20:01:00.004+08:00

Hello readers! Had EL pp 2 tdy, Passage A cannot make it. Passage B was pretty interesting fr our age. hahahah/ So, perhaps thats the reason why i can understand the passage well & feel very excited in reading on & on & on. hahaha. Summary, didn't manage to do finish, I think i wrote many redundant things. urghhhh. regretted, hate summary haha. Woah, teachers spamming us with homeworksssss. First question is my head,> How to do? The papers are so damn thick ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! Training schedules all so late, i only can enjoy night funnnnnnn :( hahaha. okay, mummy's plan will land @ 10.05pm. hehe. Miss her, very very much. Dad had been awesome when she was away, (Y) hehe. Bs nao!!! Self study tdy was okay, luckily the teacher nvr go crazy tdy, hahah. Class was singing many many songs tdy in class & bfr our self study time started. Songs like lion king, oh do da day, in & out hahaha. They went crazy since CI period ah!! F.T bought a cake fr the class, to celebrate everyone's birthday, as it was the last day of the term alr. was fun!! hahaha. Yizhen, shivani & I were busily throwing staple bullets on js hair. hahahah. he was running abt the classroom in circles, not realising, that we camped under the table to wait fr his arrival. hahaaha.Am improving in my studies. wahahahhaha. awesomeeee. Tmrw maths pp. @ hall fr the first time!! hhahah!! okayokay, shall stop here! do leave a tag/ comment!! Appreciated much~ ciaos!

HappyBirthday nicolette daddy, Son loves you rly much. Hope you like the crocodile & the birthday song sang by my class hahaha!! loveyou!!! :D

I closed my eyes & wished.

2011-03-09T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hellohellohello. A fun day @ sch. The test made my day rly down. I felt extremely tired, till my eyelids felt like closing & my eyes drydry one :( Paper was pretty tiring. Write atw, no pauses. omg. Maths teacher absent, YES AH. But still had many work to be done bfr school ended. Chiong & managed to complete evrything/ Aft drama class, met hw & co. Went to ws, to get some stuffs, but in the end, we didn't bought anyt. So we decided to meet in the night & head to ikea, fr dinner & get the stuffs. Finally bought it!!!! hahaha. Tuition fr just an hour & off to meet them. hahahah. Hard to decide @ the first place, but call justina & just buy it. hahha. headed to giant fr dinner, then to courts to walk arnd. My contact lense seems to cause my vision to appear blurly now. urghhhhhh. I get i must have enough sleep, shall sleep soon! Got bck not long ago hehehe. Tdy was a fun day!! Catching with baoyu & co. the next time we meet!! hahahaha. Am tired, EL pp 2 test tmrw, wish me luck!!! haahha/ So many tests this week!! jiahui bb didn't attend sch, i hope she recovers soon!! hahaha. okay, ciaos!!

Mixed feelings.

2011-03-08T20:16:00.004+08:00

Annyeong. Its a nice day tdy!! hahaha. Morning, AV student leaders investiture, I like the video most. keke. Headed back to class. Had healthcheckup tdy, a sudden one. omg. Recess time fly, so teacher allowed the whole class, so go fr recess, during the geog lesson. Good teacher. heehe. EL class was boring. Many commotions in lit class. omg. This guy think he cute, trying to make things worst. If not last period, he want quarrel with teacher, others is anyt. but last period!!! Teacher cfrm will call us stay back one ley. So everyone told him to apologize to teacher. hahaha. IT class,comp. lab. aircon spoil, wtf.

Jiahui bb, not feeling well tdy. smth indeed happened. Hope she'll recover soon, hope she'll be alright. Accompanied her till i was late fr my maths ex. lesson. But it was worth it though. hahah. @ the same time, was talking to Jerlyn, jaslyn & jacelyn. hahaha!! So many topics to talk lah.hahah. Due to curiousity. Aft maths e lesson, went home. Dad cooked an awesome dinner while mum was away. Where to find such dad, So good!! hahaha!! okay,just had few rounds of bs. Gta study now, fr tmrw EL mock pp. Wish me goodluck!!! hehe. okay,ciaos!

This last opportunity.

2011-03-07T22:32:00.004+08:00

Hello! ! ! hahah. Awesome school day tdy! Classroom, is painted rly rly nice!! haha!! All lessons were pretty boring, but yizhen & I took out some stuffs to get ourselves occupied, & entertained ourselves. We drew smth fr lewis, & also represents lewis. haha. Aft school, no time eat @ all, omg. Teacher still release us late :( Bought sandwiches & drinks, & headed to the quad. , To the bus & started eating. Reached red dot museum within 20mins? hahaha. bigbig! But too bad ,we were only able to explore the first floor. It looked small frm the outside, i thought it was just a shop to buy stuffs, souveniers. But as soon as we entered, there was another entrance insie the shop hiden @ the back. WOW. Amazingly big!!! I rly wanna go thr agn!! hahaha! The things there are rly creative, wonderful, magical. haha!! Got bck to sch arnd 5.45pm. Headed to hall to look fr other teammates as they're having their training :D Stayed with teammates till training endsssssss. hahah. Lucky tic didn't come & gan us out. haha. Ate dinner with baoyu, & got my solution. haha. Headed home, nobody was home!! hahahaa. It looks like i own the whole house ah. Mummy went overseas agn :( Im already missing her, her & her crap. hahah.She'll be bck on thursday!

Looking frward, EL pp on tues & wed. omg, not prepared. If my EL pass, cfrm all tyco one ley. hehe.Maths pp on friday. Schedule all mixed up, urgh. Feeling Perplexed. I only score 25/40 fr my maths ct. omg. Damn fail. I srsly neeed buck up, I gotta win bao E & co. hahah!! okay, bs just now. thanks AJ & bry , my kd went up up up !! hahah!! ty so much ah!! haha. Okay, gtg! Am happygirl. bai!

I have support.

2011-03-06T22:49:00.004+08:00

HelloHelloHello! Slept @ 3 ystd woke up late tdy! My studying time all fly. hahaha. Ate my favourite noodles mummy cooked, yumyummy. Immediately study fr my vocab aft that atw till evening arnd 7? Then started gaming atw till 10. Wow, off form. omg. Gained it back during the ss game when i was on skype with zw & co. Had rly fun matches @ the last part of the game :D hehe.

No training tmrw!! Yesss!! Just having the red dot design museum tmrw, will be bck in school @ 6!! so late ><> I realise nowadays fb & blogger upload pix rly v. fast ahh!! hahah!! technology improved or what? hahah. okie, Bed time , annyeong readers, Visit more & tag more!!!

Perservere.

2011-03-06T00:07:00.008+08:00

hellosssss. hahaha! I set my alarm @ 9am, but my alarm tone probably too soft, so i overslept!! omgomg. hahaha. Woke up, prepared, head to sk to get my lenses. hahaha. Then meet kwek, Saw perlin & co. Vanny & co. too. Then headed to kovan fr lan, had our lunch thr, yummy max. then headed to hs, FULL. omg, Had to change plansssss. So decide to go yck fr a haircut. haha. Got my new haircut. See a new me on monday school mates! heh. Thanks julia fr accompanying me with such patience. hahah! It was pouring heavily. While we train to yck, spotted the same woman who got stomped previously, talking to herself tdy @ bishan mrt & inside the train. omg. hahha, kwek & I indeed had lots of fun laughing ah. ha ha ha. then headed to yishun to visit grandparents as well as gathering with coussszys. hhaa. okay,off to bs, kbai!
////>Sometimes i find myself foolish,turning arnd in the crowded, looking fr you. As long as i fall, I hope you would pick me up. If i lose you, i would cry, like a child who has lost her toy. Telling myself, time will come. God is looking @ my efforts, Im sure they'll be appreaciated.

Addicting smile.

2011-03-04T22:48:00.013+08:00

Hellooooooo. Tdy's school day was fine. But the worst is, we're changing classroom frm monday to tuesday, due to classroom painting. Had to bring home all my books that i leave in school :( So heavy. Training was okay, Except the tic. He got pms orwhat. Come in hall only, anyh. scold like he own the whole world like that. Still demand us to run 20 rnds @ the quadrangle. What only. Was super tiring, haha. But i admit, i slacked alot alot alot. haha. but during the match, i couldn't stop talking. hahaha. I have no idea, why like that either. probably just rly rly happy to what happend tdy! hahah. Couldn't forget it, was just flooding thro my mind since then, till now. hahahahaha. El teacher was absent, many problems during p.e But everything was settled during recess. Well, it was a fast one though. haha.Gna rly buck up my vocab & start my revision fr geog & science. As time passes, sch is teaching more & mre topcs. Well, My brain memory obviously neeeds to absorb mre! hahhaha! My brains cells are corrupting already even though its just the start of 2011!!! hahah!! My march holidays are approaching! hahhhah. Excited!! okie, bs tdy w lil ppl, in fact, filled with alot alot alot of fun, laughters. hahehaha!! okay! Am gng to bed soon. Goodnight!ciaos!!

If you happen to pass by my blog, please leave a comment, & do come back to see my reply & be my reader one more time,continue this agn agn, thanks fr being a daily reader:D hehe.

Get low.

2011-03-03T20:50:00.006+08:00

Helloooooo! haha. Time flies rly fast tdy during lesson time, probably becos im just focusing 2.30pm. ahahah. Having difficultly with linear eqns. haha. dnt class, teacher wasn't here. Pretty boring. As soon as school ended, mny ppl made their way to spc to get snacks, to eat during the fieldtrip tdy! Everyone didn't get to see anyt. @ the hydro farm. due to poor weather, it was raining cats & dogs & doesn't seems to have a fullstop to it. haha. So the moment we got there it was drizzling, sat @ the shelter till it was times up! & we went bck to the bus!! hahaha. r-etarded. hah. What i enjoyed most was raining in the rain!! hahaha!!! Bao e & I didn't have umbrellas, she told me to wait fr ppl to go thr, then come back, sent us to shelter. hahah. I told her, if two person share one, v. hard to walk, furthermore, it was flooded!! hahaha. We walk @ the grasses & stones path, which was not as flooded as the normal roadway, hahah. Got to the shelter, Then everyone told me to proceed to the bus, still need run!! haha!! got onto the bus, Freezing omg.hahaha. Got back @ sch aft sitting & playing on the bus fr approx. 20mins. hahaha.went home with some classmates.

EL teacher hving course tmrw & won't b coming to sch!! hhaha!! awesome! Training tmrw, omg. hahaha. Finally just the right schedule fr me to follow. hahah!! Just one match of bs tdy with zw. hahaha. Perfect score, Laughs. haha. okie, I gta go do sme vocab revis. fr test. ciaos!

Youre Irreplaceable.

2011-03-02T19:42:00.007+08:00

Hehe, didn't post ystd! My vocab test, ws all scoring @ the "just pass", or either fail marks, omgomg!! I rly gta buck up already ahh ><" Class fun is okayokay :) I detest him over the limit. His arrogance, cmi. ahaha. Hot guy raichu dm took over my class fr geog tdy!! Some girls went insane. ahahaha. AHHH! Fieldtrip tmrw, Am super duper ultimately extremely excited!!!!!!! hhahahha.

Previously, i had always thought, you were irreplaceable, seems like nao, Youve already been replaced. Someone took your position, am sorry. You started all this, can't blame me fr the change. Im not interested to know how you treat others, not interested in your life. What you said last year, was just words & promises you wanna say @ that point of time, but you didn't mean it.
Tell yourself you won't care,& eventually you won't aft a long period of time, you won't give a shit, cos you are sick of such unnecesscary problems.
If you dislike doing such things, just say so. Don't give the rly unhappy face & doing shows that youre super duper unwillingly to do this. Speak up fr yourself, bfr ppl take the advantage. Learn how, Or you'll nvr be able to fight fr your rights.hahaha, jy!

Happyhappy.

2011-02-28T23:48:00.002+08:00

Just a short update,
-Ms farah's birthday surprise, SUCCESSS. hehe. Everyone cooperated just within 2 minutes, we managed to pass the msg arnd, & during class, everyone gave a surprise by making her wait fr us to settle down, & suddenly, we sang a birthday song fr her. hehe. Sweet.
-Tdy's Lit CT, i managed to do most of it!!! hahahah!! thanks Hazwani fr the last minute summary!! hahah.
-Blackshot skills are improving alot!! HAHAH. feel like calling a celebration!! HAHAH/ okayokay, training was awesome, nicolette got lots of headshots, which srsly make me laugh non stop!!! hahaha!! okay, yummy dinner, had abalones!!! :D
okie, bed now. Im a happy girl. heheheh

glue me together.

2011-02-27T23:45:00.004+08:00

I craved fr macs ystd night & got to eat it fr lunch tdy!!! awwwwwww, yummy. Did quite a number of revision & homework tdy!!! My bs skills rly improved alot alot alot, Am not self praising but its rly true!!! hahaha. Nicolette rqustd to 1v1 me tdy, melee match made me srsly laugh like mad!!! HAHAH. She's constantly dying non stop!! hahah. cute lah dad! Training tmrw!!

Am rly excited fr the coming fieldtrip this thursday!!! hahahaha. Hope i'll do well fr tmrw's ct. Am not prepared fr tuesday's CL test & wednesday's Maths test!!! omg. Am lucky that, There won't be maths self study time aft school on thurs, cuz ive not done the worksheet they gave. hahah. okie, In bs, my score was awesome & unfortunately i dced in the midle of the match. damn. Blame this noob internet. hahaha.okie, gta head to bed soon. ciaos!

Fairytales.

2011-02-27T01:51:00.004+08:00

Its 2am!! I just started reading chap. 1 of my lit book, mindset to finish everything, 150pages by tmrw so that i can do well fr my lit. ct on monday, if not, I'll be staring blankly @ the pp on monday. ha ha. So envy those diligent ones, who had read finish the whole booklet. haha. Personally, i think literature has not much stuffs to study bout & its not a neccessary to do well in it, anyw. taking this subj. fr the first two years & won't b tking it during upper sec already. haha. But bao e told me, free marks to add on, why not just do well! haha.

Am craving fr macs nao! hahah. Grandparents place tdy!! Its been two weeks since i visited them! haha, ahma still cooked my fav. dish 2 weeks ago, but i didn't turn up, am so sorry!! okie, bs just nao, am heading to bed soon. hahaha. Goodluck to mark hk fr the bs competition tmrw!! hahahahaha. how i hope i can be the spectator!! HAHAH/ Study day tmrw! okay, end here, Goodnight! Bai!

Im staying, not leaving.

2011-02-25T23:40:00.002+08:00

Annyeong! Tdy school was rly awesome, especially during recess time! hehe. Yizhen & co. bought a rly yummy cake to celebrate Alden's birthday. hehe. @ the same time, We invited fabio to our class, & we gave him a surprise. hehe. Headed t sk fr lunch with bao e & co. Then home, went to tuition @ 4pm. Went to serangoon @ 7 to meet shili & co. to celebrate fabio's birthday. hehe. Had many many fun! Bused home with choco:) Bs in house now! Ciaos!

24 January 11.

2011-02-24T22:56:00.004+08:00

HappyBirthay brother!!!!!!!!!!!!! May all your wishes come true！！！：D

I might not be able to choose something i want, it doesn't matter. I guess, not everything you give, will be appreciated much, Perhaps just a lil bit. Just a lil bit, I might not be as satisfied cos its not what ive expected, but i myself know, i can only do all this fr the best, how you'll feel fr all these ive done, it doesn't rly matter afterall. I did my part, But all this seems t be just a small matter fr you. Alright, I know. I fucking need someone to talk to but at the same time unable to express my anger in the wrong way. okay, forget it~ Erase this fucking problem out of my mind, so that i can be happy. hahahah! okay! Came home pretty late tdy, Maths self study time aft school tdy came along a stupid teacher which i detest a lot. No freedom given at all. Aft that, rushed to tamp to get bro's present, had a rly hard time to choose. Cos everything was so pricy. omg. Finally got one rly nice top, & headed home. Prepare myself, wrote a nice card fr bro :) okay, Headed to airport fr dinner @ swensens, yumm yumm, but i felt a lil sick, & had not much appetite :( okay, no bs tdy. Am heading to bed early, goodnight~ ciaos. Youre the best, thanks.

Detective.

2011-02-23T22:55:00.005+08:00

Reaaaaaadersssss, hehe. My field trip is approaching soon! keke. Gna have a field trip to nee sooon hydroponics farm! hahahaa. Cab down to school with 2 other cos the bus will b l8. ahaha. All lessons were fine except maths!!! Teacher was shouting all over. Wthhhhh. Am hearing a story of a detective. hahahahha. He uses superb lang. hahahah!! A lot of fun playing musical chairs during drama lessson. AHAHAH. Training aft that! Maths self study tmrw aft school, urgh. okie, Am counting down to brother's birthday!!! 4 more mins!! he he. Shall end my post okay! Annyeong readers!

Keep away frm me.

2011-02-22T23:28:00.004+08:00

Am lack of pixies to blog already ah! hahahah. Tdy was a good start of the schoool day. hehe.
My cute friend makes my lesson time to be not as boring, sadly the teacher changes her seat, now im don't feel interested in many many lessons. Urgh. drama class tmrw, The teacher seems to be like everyone's friend. haha. Very friendly, understand us pretty much.

I feel disappointed, furious over the matter how you treat me. But @ the same time, Im happy fr you. 2011, taught me to be strong, 2011 taught me how to control myself well, 2011 taught me many many things. 2010, was a history it'll never come agn. All those mistakes ive made in the previous year, ive correct them & taught me how to be a better person. Those failures, made me stand up strongly once agn, & taught be not to give up so easily. You can treat me as substitute friend, If youre happy, I can control myself. You can abandon me, like how you throw your old toys away. When i started being the sub one, I already knew all these will eventually come to an end even bfr this week ends, Indeed, my predicitions were right. Im glad fr what youve gain bck, Please cherish em. If youve misplace them by accident, You can always come to me agn fr help, Just like how you always did. Thank you very much.
Have you ever realise, Im the same as you. Im a human, with mixed feelings. Youre a human just like me too. Can you fucking be more considerate & understanding. As im doing my work, I knew what you were gna say, perhaps different class, no wonder you don't know exactly the whole incident & start bombing here & there. I know more than you, than you had expected. I was busy with stuffs, can't you just give me a lil time to complete all my things bfr you start accusing me fr the wrong reasons. omfg. Insanity. Im not perfect, life is not the way i wanted it to be. I didn't speak a word bout anything, not because it didn't bothered me, But i didn't want it to bother me, affect me, i just wanna get over every commotions, bad memories i had with you. Tolerance has a limit, ive a feeling, Its reaching the maximum already.